All on its own.


I am waiting for those rays of sunshine

to fall on my face

and light up my smile for you to see.

An abundance of love lives inside me,

an abundance of feelings waiting to be free.


They all dance to an unknown, unsung tune,

their own rhythm ignited

when you look at me with love.


Emotions and excitement — all confused,

brimming over in your glowing embrace.

I feel I cannot control them —

they feel the same,

dancing and flowing in sweet commotion.


My smile isn’t hidden —

it's wide open,

all on its own!


I'm not worried about where or when.

It’s just sheer happiness,

surging more and more,

all on its own!!

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Between emotions dark and deep,
between fleeting eyelids that shine in hope,
between excited deep breaths of mirth,
I seem lost in your world.

Where scattered flowers bloom again,
where incessant palpitations seem magical,
where my existence feels irrelevant,
but your feelings become immortal!

I am just transfixed in the shower of blood rush,
Where each beat reverberates your name!
Where life seems just one new life again,
every single day, every single minute, every single second!!

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Fathom my beats.


Its hard to fathom these beats inside, 

beating aloud but no one to listen.

Freaking silence reigns in this noisy crowd,

that blows its harsh winds on my face, 

little deterred as they wait for love!


Just love that will quench its thirst...

Just love that once will crush this storm inside forever.


But its hard to fathom these beats inside, 

beating aloud on a cliff where am sure; they wont be heard.

I fear where it will lead me to,

towards this fall that will not see the light?

towards the sky that will take its flight?

I wait endlessly to fathom my heart beats once again.

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Hymns of beats.


I am taken with those hymns of beats,

behind the hindsight of beautiful persona 

I never thought existed before.


I play with them, dance to their tunes.

I am washed away with feelings of joy

and I tread along wherever they take me...

wherever.


Be it that amazing feelings I slowly kindle,

or be it that refreshing highs and lows of beats.

Heartbeats just play along,

with that child like spirit,

playing and dancing, 

nonchalant and happy.


I don't know if this is a feeling or a burst of feelings,

I don't know if these are right or wrong either,

All I know is, I wish it lasted forever...


Yusuf - Livelovelifeagain.

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I write alone.


I write alone.

A whispering hollow

through infinity

of large landscape

filled with too many colors and shades.


I am confused,

I am lost,

I am paranoid.


These rivers expand,

roads falter

through the horizon.

Mountains rise and rise,

unshaken, they widen.


While heart beats,

shrinks to lifelessness,

I write to find peace.



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It comes through meanings,

and slowly, words begin to green.

Lifeless fields come to life,

my hollow words resonate

with time.


Infinity turns into eternity,

and mind wanders through abundance

all around me.


These mere words,

oh, mere words,

have magic to behold indeed!— % &

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TWILIGHT.


I step on that horizon where the moon rises beyond its shimmering periphery of oozing moonness.

That twilight where it's never an end to the beautiful dawn somewhere,

Never an end to the start of that dazzling sparkle of glittering stars!

So much to look up to, where my eyes falter in comparison.

These small eyes carrying just enough grief to cascade in the waterfall of tears.

Emotions well up but not more than the expanse of this beautiful sky.

I am just a wandering soul,

Just wandering and lost inside.

But look at this beautiful horizon,

So much still to look up to.

So much still to live up to.

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The journey of swapping through your catalogue pages is quite exciting. It just feels so comforting to scan through all the items at your own space and convenience.

You have made me more comfortable in choosing and scanning things I would otherwise feel uncomfortable doing in a physical store where people are curiously judging my buying patterns. Actually it's not people around me but my own fears. Also, it feels so good to see products in pictures as they feel somehow so much better than real. People may say that as a drawback but you make it feel amazing and that I buy or don't, I am already sold.

Your maze of all products somehow keeps coming back to me, reading my mind. Unlike conventional stores where I hardly get a chair to sit, this comfort is far much more pampering. You have made me feel a lot younger and a kid in me is alive once again just because of you.

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Life in love!


To the first time when time melted into a pot of love,

your laughter that caught my eyes, 

to your eyes that caught me alive.

I had heartbeats that felt was life,

Had life that felt was all love.

Your words gave me moments memorable,

Moments with you made life feel like heaven.


To the first time when time stood still,

till the time it makes it worth living,

a journey of life is full of blessings,

with you around it makes it more amazing.


Timeless love it may seem now

but for me its life that is in love.

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I FLOW WITH THE WORDS...


Words sublime to form a trail of smoke,

they amalgamate with my thoughts

to form meaningful visions of life and colors.

I flow with the words...

Canvas after canvas of sheer beauty

flowing incessantly through the crevices of my mindspace.


I let them out into the open,

and there they dance between rivulets and oceans,

among branches so vivid, swaying gracefully.

They find meaning hidden between the leaves that fall from the trees,

within droplets that glitter in the streams,

and among butterflies that flutter so beautifully.


Through everything in between and beyond everything,

it flows, and meanings transcend to live more and more.

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A wish and a feather.


Is it that lonely star that glitters through ages 

finding its glimming light to reach us today,

I give feathers to my wish and send it its way...


Wish is wishsome and it collects more

my thoughts fan it to reach the sky 

and beyond the shores.


Clouds surround that glimming light again

But my feather of hope keeps my wish in its humble fold.

Taking its care like a baby nurtured with immense love.

Slowly sky lits up with more and more,

stars gather around and hold my hope.


This wish is wishsome and I see some more,

life is amazing with bountiful and galore.


©Yusuf - Livelovelifeagain.

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