Mornings would have been better
With you by my side.
Half asleep staring me with
Sides of your eyes.
Waiting for me to wake up
so that you could start your day.
While I pretend to sleep
Loving that blush on your face
when you look at me with love.
And that damn smile to die for
On getting caught.
You wake me up with infinite
cuddles and kisses,
while we make love till the morning ends.
Yes, mornings would have been so much better...!
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Yesterday I just came through my old diary,
the one you gave me remember?
I still have it blank and those blank pages
filled with our memories giving me flashbacks in my mind...
I remember you in nights when no one is around,
its usual but even at 2 PM.
I remember you with same intensity,
making me realize how much
you mean to me.
It was a spectacular yet crazy love after all.
Everyone advices me to forget you like you forgot me.
They're so silly to think you forgot me
or maybe silly me to think
you still miss me like I miss you.
It's been days we haven't spoke,
ofcourse I have alot of people
but your place is still empty.
No one makes me laugh like you did,
no one corrects me when I'm wrong,
or maybe I don't even allow thgem.
I'm glad you found someone and
gave away my piece of heart,
but I hate you for replacing me.
I still miss us, maybe it was my mistake
but it was you who never understood
or maybe never even tried too.
I've heard Love Breaks Everything
but I never knew your love would be
the one to ruin my idea of love.-
It's sad isn't it,you meet someone,
you two get close,its all great...
Promises are made to be for
each other in good days celebrating
while being there on the bad days...
From entertaining each other
in bad mood to calling each other
at nights feeling vulnerable..
You would do anything to
not disappoint them and respect
them for the person they are...
After awhile they stop trying,
conversations decreases,
efforts go in vain,you blame yourself,
you change yourself for them to accept you...
Memories start to fade,
misunderstandings take over feelings
while ego clashes with love...
The person you know becomes
the person you once knew,
that's how it goes...
All you do is blame yourself
unable to believe everything
falls apart while you stay...-
I often wonder where I lost the old you...
The warmth I felt in you when we started
out where it went all of a sudden...
Where we lost that attention we gave each other
when we tried to impress each other...
Did we really lost all the fun we had
while talking and making our memories...
Where did that smile of yours lost
which lighted your face on seeing my message...
Trust me the new you that,I see is not the one I loved...
I wonder what will it take to get back that person
I fell in love with for I'm willing to give whatever it takes...!!!-
You've known her for so long...
She was there with you in highs and lows,
She consoled you when you cried for others
Also she laughed with you when you were happy.
You think you know her with that smile of hers,
Only if you could see she's hiding
herself and her grief behind that smile,
Only if you could hear her soul screaming
in the sound of her laughter.
You could always feel her craving for someone
who could touch her soul only if you want to,
She never even cried her heart out before you
for the fear of not being understood only if you noticed,
Don't say you know her only because
she is there for you with that smile...-
Once again....
She realized that closures were mere illusions...
But her love for him tricked her
again and again to not let go...
Yet again closures proved as made up stories of her mind giving herself false hopes...
Deep down she knew it was all toxic
But fear of loosing his love made her weak...
She looked for closures...
She keeps lying to herself hoping
a closure will make things easier...
Little did she know..
Closures will find her when she's ready
All she needs to do is...
Face it, accept it, and let it go....-
All it takes is just few minutes...
To let someone know what you're thinking.
To let someone know what they mean to you.
To share what you feel inside or to heal wounds.
Just few minutes to be honest in ways no one could.
To be available for the ones you're special for.
No matter how busy you are all it takes is one reply.
one may keep anyone or anything holding for years.
But it takes few minutes get back to understanding.
It is always hurtful to know you are undervalued
and yet no one values the ones those love you.
Everyone no matter how good or bad is worth a conversation.
After all it takes is just few minutes...
-
Why don't we part ways we have so many differences. - He asked..!
Because let's not forget it's You and me vs differences and not You vs Me. - She replied...!-
I write
When my mind bounces back to the time reliving
every moment of all the feelings you gave me,
Every touch, every breath, Every kiss,
all the pain and endless sobs.
It works for me like storm in a secluded place
with a craving to be with you one last time,
to search for that shine in your eyes you had
on seeing me and be assured of love once again.
I put up a mask of smiles without breaking my heart
Pretending that my heart is not ragged anymore,
It doesn't skips a beat everytime for loving you
or it doesn't pain for missing you anymore,
My world does not fall with being us apart
but your words makes me and break me as well.
While I'm waiting for that one day in my mind when
I'd open up my heart to you and my love will be free
That one day when we'd be together
being in love for real and not only in my head.
One day when we'll come back to each other
from no matter where we are because that is
where home is and always has been,
And maybe we can begin us again...-
Everything could be rebuilt even the cities that are burned to the ground and you think your heart went away with the one who broke it
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