The past 1 month has changed my perspective towards life, I have been treating patient's coming from the beautiful heaven of Jammu and Kashmir however it isn't always roses and apples there, it's bombs and stones sometimes, listening to their story it made me realise that how disheartening it is to be in constant fear of leaving their home where they made countless memories and see their loved ones die in front of their eyes and one of the patients being from the political background was held at a gunpoint but this didn't make them any bitter towards life they choose to be wise than wounded and so humble they cherish every moment of their life while we are cranky about smallest of inconveniences, they are grateful for the little things ! The life which we are living is a dream of many so we should cherish it every moment and live it with gratitude !!

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Why is our generation so broken!
Why are we so good at putting on facades!
Why can't we ever answer the question of how are you honestly !
Why are we so techsmart and emotionally always low!
When was the last time we actually laughed out loud?
Where did we go wrong, what happened !
Why aren't we genuinely happy?

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And just like that we come to final goodbyes, in our heart we know it was the last goodbye we saw it coming but we wait, the heart waits that maybe the person will call out and we will have another one last time or maybe never but what if he doesn't call, would you keep walking away or would you turn back and run towards him ?

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The cold never bothered me
It's the warmth,
Because once I feel the warmth,
The absence of it will make me cold
So I always stayed away from the warmth even if I was freezing from inside!

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Baat toh bas itni se hai ki
Hum sab liabities ke zamane main
Bass kahin escape(sukoon) dhoondh rahe hai
Fir chahe woh koi insaan ho, jagah ho ya aur kuch!

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And somedays it all comes back
The nostalgia !
About the days we laughed and the days we cried and the days we lived !
So in the end all that remains is how many lives we touched and what we gave to this world, isn't it!

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Kisi din bas yunhi aisa lagta hai ki khudse wahi kahun jo bunny ne naina se kaha khudse pyaar karna sikho naina aur khudpe taras khana bandh karo aur yeh bi jo Dr. Jehangir ne Kaira se kaha "Aasaan rasta kyun nahi chun sakte? Kya burai hai us mein? Khaas karke jab us mushkil ka saamna karne ke liye hum taiyaar hi nahi hai!” kyunki kabhi shayad kisine yeh bataya hi nahi ki khudse pyaar karna bi zaruri hai hum toh zindagi bar apne aap se ladte rahe hai abh lagta hai bas yahan iss lamhe se khudse sacha pyaar karle baaki sab khudse thik ho hi jaega!

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Accepting the reality!

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But then even if the day doesn't arrive, every year I'll hear those same songs and smile at the flashbacks of our memories together after all nothing in life is guranteed but memories stay forever and I'm glad to have the most beautiful ones!! Festivals are the best times of the year if you really enjoy them whole heartedly!

The End

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Sometimes trying to always look at the brighter side of life leaves us looking for shadows to hide !

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