The torn pages, unsaid rages
Stupid decisions my heart praises
Careful gestures went out the window
Deep buried wounds, the next one caresses
Then a stab.. a scratch, a tear
Tears fall, once again, my dear?
Forever in the agony of choosing the wrong
Unsaid, I hear? No. Was said loud n clear


That it's over..
You're a fool to hover..

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If I were to be buried, I would like to be buried with my earphones on..
I'll listen to my favourite song..
Rather than knowing that my grave is barren with no visitors..
I'll listen to my favourite song instead of accidentally listening to lyrics which I start relating to..
I'd rather listen to my favourite song which I don't understand..
because understanding others is what has put me in here.. buried in noise

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बारिश भी मेरे तुम्हारे छाते को लौटाने के इंतज़ार में थी...
उसे भी दिखाना था कि तुम्हारे बिना भी जी सकती हूं मैं..
तुम्हारे बिना ही जी सकती हूं मैं..

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Courtesies.. Care.. courting.. courage.. convulsion..
Drought.. Distance.. Dreams.. Diverge.. Delusion..
Enigma.. Entropy.. Enhale.. Empower.. Envision..
Force.. Freak.. Forgone.. Fulfill.. Fascination..
Give.. Glory.. Gaze.. Gleam.. Gumption..
Hail.. Haze.. Happy.. Hinged.. Hypertension..
I find myself buried in words, need intervention..
Juggling through my different minds.. Juxtaposition..
Kill myself everyday..Karstification..(of my soul)
Love.. Lust.. Lore.. Locked.. Lamentation..
Me.. mine.. Moan.. Mortgage.. Malfunction..
Never.. No.. Naught.. Numb.. Nullification..
Oh bye.

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Moving towards you a kilometre at a time..
Counting the hours thinking about you..
Moving towards you one inch at a time..
I look at the bedsheet curling into a moon...
Moving towards each other, every second I count..
When we're one centimetre away the next..
Deep courage is what I found..
As we moved up the crest..
Of sensuous satisfaction..
Of biting the meat off one by one..
Of kisses deep in one direction..
Down and inside my little cavern..
The little things that'll now keep me awake..
Relax... You said, melting my core..
Unsaid things kept at stake..
Never have I ever wanted you more..
Come closer to me..
Come over to me..

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Will you be my sunshine?
She asked with moons in her eyes..
What awaited her was a crescent sun.. it burned her..
Will you be my shade, she asked with a crooked smile..
What she got was a pit of darkness..
Will you walk with me, she didn't wait for an answer this time..
She was pulled aside and stomped upon.
She stopped asking..
She still ended up on the pavement..

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Life is so slow everywhere else.
I'm addicted to stress I guess.
Takin a nap wasn't such a bless.
The creases on my forehead..
There's time to caress..
Life's so slow, I can look at the clock
I can count the minutes.. hours be stocked
Life's so slow, I can count the stars
But the creeping anxiety is here alas
Need to get back. Need to be back
Need to be there as the time is passed
Need to get a reality check and check the facts
Yeah yeah I'll be there.. be there asap..

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Match my colors then we'll see
If you and I could be more than reality
Contrast, might look a bit better
But is that my destiny?
I carefully don't pluck the flowers
Gardens is what I like around me
It's strange how the world knows better
But how come it doesn't come that easy
Keeping subtle distance between
Let's be a bit freer than free..
The talks make me think a bit more
Wondering if it really is meant to be..
The price is too much to pay though
Hence no confusion there needs to be..
I don't wanna think anymore..
If there is an us or is it just you and me
Let's just not

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वो दोस्ती ही क्या जो तुम्हें बदनाम न करे
वो प्यार ही क्या जो परेशान न करे
वो लफ्ज़ ही क्या जो काम तमाम न करे
वो इश्क ही क्या जो तू सरे आम न करे
हमारे रस्ते आधे आधे हैं
तूने छल्लों में प्रेम अपने साधे हैं
बातों में हमने ज़िक्र न किया शायद
तू वो कर जाता है जो दस जाम न करे

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A hug only works when it comes from the right person..
We want a hug from someone who we love and admire..
But the real warmth comes from those who love us..

But still.. still.. right now.. I need your hug.. I don't know where you are.. maybe suffering in silence.. or cursing me in violence.. or making out with a whore.. or standing on the shore.. that crescent moon is me.. the other side which wanted more.. and turned dark.. as it slid down the nothingness.. where I can't see at all.. your heart was small.. and it was my fault.. to not see it.. and fall..

Fall in your love.

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