I am back with the brittles molding myself in sunshine

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कलाकार कभी भी मरता नाहीं,
उसको उसिके घरवाले मार देते हैं.

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Unhone kaha
Mere sir may dard tha pura din
Kisi ne kuch kiya.

Phir maine bhi keh Diya
Har vakt Mera bhi Dil dukha
Kisi ne kuch kiya.
Har din aur rat rote raha,
Kisi ne kuch kiya.
Mere Koshi ko tumne nakam Kiya,
Kisi ne kuch kiya.
Ghar choda raste par raatein Kati,
Kisi ne kuch kiya.
Meri Creativity mar di tum logo ne,
Kisi ne kuch kiya.
May kam karte keyboard k avaj may roya
Kisi ne kuch kiya

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Zindagi may sirf
Tshirt, Tension aur Regrets,
Inki Size Medium Se Double XL huvi hai.

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Darkness and time

I was so scared of you,
When I was a little child.
At the same time I use to like you ,
As you used to throw me in the safest hands.

Days of light were burning my body & soul too.
Due to which I took your shelter & came closer to you.
You became my true friend & even I never lied to you.
And that's how you made my adolescent beautiful & lovely too.

Now, I am standing in the darkness.
Neither in a fear nor with any emotions.
Is this called adulthood where even darkness is noticeable & is it true.
Then I always wonder what would be more horrible that is not yet due.

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No one can motivate you.
Unless you are self motivated.

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Not only days but evenings are changed too,
Not only my principle but I have surrendered my life too.
I walk in a day light,
With lots of darkness inside.
Rays of hope are faraway from my reach,
Even I want to see how many lessons will life teach.
Earlier even excuses were justified.
Nowadays truth is faraway from acceptance and I am punished too.

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You took away our childhood with you.
Neither you nor our childhood days will return in this life.

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It's you and me.
I waited till tonight for you to be calm and settle.
Still you didn't bother and created more hustle.
I was so optimistic about the new beginning after those dark nights.
But you push me into darker nights.

Now I am beyond broken & don't want to argue too.
But you choose to be arrogant & continued fighting too.
I took all the blames on me even when it was not my mistake.
When you choose to punish me when there was no crime made.

Forget about the deep feelings we had for eachother.
You don't even respect me, only keep cursing me & don't even bother.
I was not even able to describe, what I was facing till now.
Because I was only thinking about our relationship even when I was very low.
Now I choose to be myself & started narrating again.
I don't know where this will end,
But I am happy that I tried my level best once again.

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ऐसा क्यू होता है,
जिस्की परवा करो,
वही उसे पाबंदी समझ लेता है !

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