the clock whispers 2 AM, and a tide of weary thoughts has long since flooded the shores of my mind, each one stirring the restless sea of unease.
Silent tears slip like untamed rivers, tracing unseen scars, while the world halts—suspended in the hush of night.
I stand adrift in lucid numbness, a lone wanderer in the echoes of my own unraveling..!!

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It's not about ego,
But once I feel ignored,
I make distance by myself,
No matter how close we are..!!

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A Paradise..

Just the sight of Moon is quite enough for us to hide all our Musings deep down. Gazing it every night, we realise that in order to stay Lucid it's necessary to get drowned in our own vulnerability for once, so when we ascend back, it's not just rational but strikingly Heroic..!!

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The way I loved you..

If I could have been able to exhibit how strong my empathy for you were..
I wish you would have taken a bosom look upon my eyes, before you gave up all your hopes.
I wonder the difference it would have made in our lives, Utterly Winning for US to be in Together..!!

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Not Anymore..

I wish I could make my heart ponder the above locution. I wish I could ever believe the Gospel that you are not here, by my side, anymore..
I wish.., to be able to look at my life in a way that it's mine - Alone..!!

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Meant to fall for having a blissful cessation..

Rather some are way too withal, accomplished even in just a moment itself.
As those moments are far intensely stronger than mere craven Promises..!!

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Some day round we feel just nothing, neither happy nor sad but numb. Emotionally drained by our own thoughts, we carry on to keep up with everything around us. Tring to be bold enough to handle all our mood swings by ourselves. Not realising how adversely it might effect us, not just emotionally but mentally too..
And then there comes a day when our heart's damn to heavy to bear anything anymore and the mind itself is exhausted to such an extent that it doesn't give a crap about anything happening around. That is the ultimate day on which we realise that we have actually lost our own selves, which is way to painful and devastatingly horrific than loosing any of our loved one's..!!

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Partying during Lockdown.

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How well we have survived everything till date..
As a matter of fact, the ways in which we keep ourselves Sane even through the nasty grim. All possible efforts made by us to keep up with the smiles in our face. Cause it's not the Sequel that matters but the process itself..!!

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I miss those eyes simply gazing at mine. I miss that skip of an heartbeat, with every mysterious look of yours, turning out to be just a tease. I miss those silly fights and the way in which we cleared out every single fallacy. I miss the way we actually completed one another.

I do miss "US" !!

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