Blind trust, blind love, and blind relations are the
three most destructive things in this universe,
having the ability of leaving you helpless, paralysing
you with betrayal, making you cower with fear,
breaking your wings and wiping the existence of your smile.-
I was burning in an unceasing fire, with the flames so
hot that left me breathless, panting for fresh air.
But then I felt you, I felt your cold hands on my
parched skin, and I was trapped in a haze of
unbridled flames of carnal passion.-
It's a pool of pain and grief and I'm all alone.
No matter how faster I go, the boat of my life
will never reach the shore- the land where I
had left my smile, my happiness, and perhaps a part of my soul.-
My heart started to beat faster as you leaned closer, invading my personal space, triggering the warning bells in my mind.
Sweats trickled down my spine when your eyes darted towards my lips and your eyes darkened.
A gasp escaped my lips as you drew me closer by my waist, pasting us together, making me aware of every contours of your muscular body.
And, when your lips finally touched mine, I felt my wounded heart getting healed bit by bit.-
Standing at the edge, I asked the sun, "don't you feel pain when you are burning yourself?"
The sun cast its yellowish hue on my face, kissing me with its warmth and whispered slowly,
"My insides are rock little love and that's why I can't feel the burn. Just like your stone heart which can never feel the pain of anguish"-
As I stood near the break in the fence, I realised one thing
There is truly no escape from agony and grief because
they are just like shadows, taking the form of humans and
chasing us even in the eternity.-
You can't save me because I don't want to
save myself.
You can't make me smile because I don't
know what smile is.
You can't love me because I'm accustomed to
not being loved.
And you can never kill me because I'm
already dead from inside.-
When you are surrounded with bad memories,
even your mind tries to make the good memories bad.
When your heart is badly injured and repeatedly stabbed,
even the ointment seems to be a sharp knife.
And when you are walking along dark lanes,
even the street lamps seem to be a figment of imagination!!!-
TIME-
It's a heavy word which comes with a price
Running from it has never helped anywhere. Everywhere we are surrounded with the ticking clocks,
The sound resonating in the deserted land, telling the stories of the bygone times!!
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When we search for light, we forget that universe itself is dark.
But then again, there are stars which illuminate the darkest corners.
Life is just like universe,
Search for small moments of happiness instead running behind large ones!!-