Come find me
I'm underneath the unwashed guilt
And horror of suffocating trauma
Clothed in self doubts
And steamed in insecurities— % &-
But too busy gazing at stars.
I need to stay broken
I can't let reality fix me
It's too much a fairy tale
An illusion by dark magic-
You didn't promise me "forever"
But that look in your eyes;
The way you saw and held me;
Lord didn't I fall in eternally?
And relished forever every second?
If that isn't "forever";
I don't know what else is?
For it is the depth as anyone could,
Ever immerse into;
As far as "forever" goes!-
Made your pupils grow bigger
When you came across that phrase
That made your heart pounding
Hands sweating
Which stayed with you
On endless sleepless nights-
I act like I want to be your secret.
But secretly I wish to be your forever.-
Having an ex back into your life is like getting a posiedon's kiss
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"Maybe in future, my son & your daughter might get married"
He came closer, kissed her nose & winked
"Or they could be brothers and sisters"
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I didn't get too comfortable with you,
I'm just too happy with you.
What if we take things forward
Then things change between us
And it makes us both miserable?-
I'm unsure about lot of things in my life;
But my feelings for you is not one of them.-