Aren’t we all dead souls?
Seeking a way out
Only to vanish into the
Umpteen blue
Of those doleful eyes
That bore into you and me
Wishing for that one chance
One chance to be free
Free of that
Agony of existence
And seek comfort
In each other’s heart
Which we knew
Would end up in vain

Doomed are we
Where,
We love
And laugh
And live
With murky hearts
And scoundrel thoughts
Contaminating the purest of our pieces
That we carry
And that carries us
To the grave.

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Been staring at the sky
It’s a full moon night
Murky somehow
Misty clouds
Overcasting it’s beauty
Just like
Tawdry actions
Overcasting the serenity
Of that unalloyed love

I can hear
The calm ruffling of leaves
Screaming in my ears
“O you scoundrel being”
“How could you”
Drowned in shame
Words couldn’t come to my lips

Thoughts shout aloud though
Breaking the tranquility
Of the eminence
I don’t really like myself
For the things I did
Things I can’t take back now
There’s a storm
Building up within me
Killing me gradually
Craving to be heard
Committed a crime
But why
Still don’t know the answer

Instead of lighting up his world
Left him with a melancholic truth
Guilty of my actions
I write this
I know I haven’t been myself
Can’t tell if it’s the end or the beginning
But here I lay
Disdained of my action
Seeking forgiveness
Committing to never repeat
Never letting you down again

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In the darkness I live
where the demons reside
Demons trying to haunt my existence
Pondering over the thought
Breath or let go
Couldn't really figure out

You brought the best the worst in me
ended up doing the worst to me
yet I seek the solace
The solace your shadow brought

Call me crazy
But so is life
falling for the worst
in the fear of worse

Breathing strenously
reminiscing the wheezing
lying on that cold shoulder
Lying myself for not thinking about you
camouflaging the vehemence
the wish
To cross your path tomorrow
or ever
if I survive this storm

Maybe I will
with this hope

to see the best
The worst
under that skin
that skin of yours.

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Amidst the dark
Where it's all scarred

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Dark cold yet so warm
Spark broke with his charm
Is he for real
Or is he a dream
Hard to comprehend
As he blend with
The blowing breeze

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The Vice He!

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I need a break now
I'm so scared now
Anxiety taking over me
My hands are shivering now
I'm traumatized now
None of this is making sense
I wanna get drunk now
And I'm so drunk now
Blabbing stuff I shouldn't
Oh but I mean it now
Messing with my life now
I might just go psycho
Wanna get lost now
Hide myself now
Just wanna be alive again,
Only by dying now.

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You made me fall
Fall for the differences
Differences that make
You so special
That make
Us so special!
Differences,
That are not enough
Not enough for us
To be together.

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She was wild like Rafflesia
Ready to conquer the
Quixotic acmes
that went through
The stormy stoned
Bewildered trails.
Malevolent creatures
Stood up there
Ready to choke her up,
Put her down
Leave her crumbled
With self doubt.
In the fire
That she had ignited
Was she ready
To take a plunge,
To prove those apparitions,
Nurturing on the
Other side of encephalon
The thought of theirs
To think of her
As weak would
Lead them towards
Gettin blistered from the
Fire they thought
They doused but
Was actually burning
With a parchful
Ablaze.
Ready to prove was she
Nout can trounce her
As she's no longer
The wispy darling
The world
Delineated in their
Pates.

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The darkness in room
All fading away
Leaving me tranquiled
As I see your face scintillating
Amidst the darkness
Of the hollow occult.

You take my hand
And we dance to the rhythm
Cigarettes after sex
Playing in the inconspicuous expanse
As I feel your fingers gliding
Up my waist
Some whispers
Fill in the emptiness
As your lips brush past
My ear.

A cool blow of breeze
A warm touch of your skin
Quivering under your hands
You felt it too
How beautiful you are
It took me a while
To comprehend
As the shimmer in your eyes
Glisten from the sconce
In front.

And then,
The gush of wind
Blowed away the glim
Taking it all back to
Murky dim.

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