To whom I was looking,
to whom I was blaming,
to whom I was craving…..
it was all just me.

The one who never found peace,
who never reached beneath the noise.
Life once felt like a fairytale,
now it’s just layers of unseen tale.

Nothing left to belong to,
nothing left to claim.

And maybe this….
this emptiness, this ache
is all I was meant to feel.

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To you the one who never exists,
To whom I’ll never be found.
To the one who’ll never be mine,
To whom I’ll never be the one…..

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Years of despair, hours to spare,
Nothing seems to be one anymore
Neither the heart nor the soul,
For even silence feels undone.
The only thing that stays united
Is this ample ache within,
Not just in body or in soul,
But in the depth of my being.
It isn’t born from being alone,
But from the choices once unknown…
From paths I took, from fates unshown,
Now echoing in a heart full grown.
And though I walk through time’s decay,
I wear my sorrow like soft rain
For even pain, in its own way,
Reminds me I am still alive inside.

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This pain, the pain of longing to a never belonging seems to be hurting,
The more it rises, the more it’s chaotic… there’s nothing more to wait for, there’s no one to wait for,
For ages have passed and loneliness has fogged,
The echoes of old laughter now sound like strangers’ songs,
Even the moon looks tired of watching me fade each night.
Dreams crumble quietly, like paper left out in the rain,
And memories breathe only in whispers, afraid to be found.

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है क़िस्से-कहानियों का सिलसिला हर पहर,
है आवाज़ों और अल्फ़ाज़ों का शोर हर शहर,
फिर क्यों है भीतर की इन गलियों में खामोशियों का बसर?
देखे जो नज़र दूर तलक, दिखते है लोग हर तरफ़,
ढूँढें जो अक्स ख़ुद का ही, बस दिखता है अंधेरा हर तरफ़…..
क्यूँ है भीड़ में भी तन्हाई इस कदर,
आख़िर क्यों है ख़ामोशी की लहर पसरी हर तरफ़?

शायद….

मैं ढूँढने जो ज़माने में ख़ुद को निकला
शायद लेके पता ग़लत निकला
ना था घर मेरे नाम का कोई
ना किसी गली में पहचान का सिलसिला निकला ।।

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'Coz of brightness blossoming in the gardens of love...
I've now forgotten how your love used to bleed pain in my life,
I ache from the reverberations of this unrequited love
And now have forgotten your face,
Nor do I now remember your touch
Even those memories of us,
I've thrown out from the window of my soul
To let myself breathe the fragrance of fresh blooms away from the love of despair.

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One moment they both were holding hands and sharing every nano second of their life,
And in the next moment she's gone....for forever.
And the one left behind asking her to come back and just once tell her the reason she choose to leave her....for forever.

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Illusions of our weakness...

At times,
When you're being treated like you’re just of many options, make sure to help others in shortening their choice by removing yourself from their life.

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May be the problem is not in the ferocity of love, but in the calibre of the people we're loving.

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But how
That
Soul of hers
Can be
Broken...!!!

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