Isolated by every single creation on earth!

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Standing here in the balcony and stretching my eyes fully to witness "the golden hour of sun" ,I wonder how my sight returns to me tired,moist and in desperation to be secluded in darkness., #shortly I allowed this desperation to turn into reality by allowing the fleshy curtains to block the veiw by not letting the light of this beloved sun enter it.
I need a break!that's what my eyes wanted for now...
Before I could open my eyes and witness the partial scene that left me tired ,sun was way below the horizon and was out of my sight.
I was broken ,shattered ,as my eyes werent satisfied to the fullest want...
Rivers started to gush forth through these eyes and leaped down through the thick black beard and the sound of babbling or rippling was loud enough to make u "o the reader " feel the pain.

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The day I picked up the pen for the first time without even having a bit of notion,that oneday it will become the reason for the overburden on my shoulders, tightness in chest , sleepless nights and moist eyes. However ,I confess I was born with fragile limbs thus i am afraid my limbs won't be able to withstand this weight of ink, #Before my ink runs out, I am waiting patiently for the divine approval of " KUN FAYA KUN' from the most high!

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I want to begin an unending journey with u n which shall start through the woods n shall continue till our limbs get numb and tired! and maybe the farthest sea shore will bear the witness of our final trails of journey and we shall leave this world with our hand in hand to start our immortal life of togetherness! As limbs of soul never get tired!

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They say after every dark and dreadfull night there comes a beautiful and bright day.... But my life was just nights long and I didn't survive to witness the day!

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People started judging him by some sort of verbal brawl that h might had in his past, and they started saying "ah he is furious and spits fire" AND was left out by his nears and dears and a cry came out of his heart yelling loudly and confessed to the people out there,that he isn't tough like stone as he looks from outside rather his heart was soft, sublime and kind and it was the essence of his nature to be kind to everyone... Time came and he was the ist of his kind to be such a generous and sublime soul... People now knew that he was a pearl in the crown... ALAS! It was too late to REGRET NOW coz he belonged to the different dimension now and he was out of their reach....

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SHE CAME DRESSED AS AN ANGEL!How could u expect someone whose past is so evil, to be kind n sublime all of a sudden ,n even after knowing her past tales of deceit and falsehood, how can she be trusted again! Trusting her will be like reading the book again when u already know the end And this time she came dressed as an angel!!

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This world of paracosm! that i built shall cease to exist,if our souls refrained from taking the oath of eternal togetherness!

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JOURNEY TO THE PARACOSM I BUILT!yeah! I must admit, I found her words eloquent n penetrative! ,The impact of her childish attitude is something that can't be overlooked!
So,let me take u and ur soul through the parcosm I built!
I closed my fleshy curtains in hurry and I recalled every moment with utmost curiosity.
I recalled The moment, how her pink petals were set in motion to release the warm wintery breath that she had been holding for long now,the clouded waves of love intermingled with waves of her sweet voice n were set in imaginative perpetual motion whose primary n easy target was obvious,my heart!

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FALL THAT WENT IN VAIN!
Why shouldn't I fall for u! As this is the only known route to ur heart.
Yes! I am acrophobic, undoubtly, that fear isnt enough to stop me from falling ,this great fall may break my bones ,n I may loose my physical form, even if that is bound to happen, I will prefer to crawl and,even if I was not able to crawl, my soul knows no bounds,no limits,as it drank from the well of eternity and will surely complete the journey to ur heart,
Ur black eyes! I wonder how they draw me in and slowly tighten the noose ,n then let me go! N the fact is I don't wanna go!

Years have passed , as nothing new is happening,
now I am afraid there is possiblity of breach of trust!
O faithful! Return my precious heart that I gave u as a bailment!,as this is all that I have now!

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