Sometimes, I think about what would have happened if we hadn't gotten in that fight, if you had decided to stay. I think about the plans we had for our future and all the times we stayed up late talking about our wedding and our dream house and our kid's names
All I ever wanted was for you to be happy, and as far as I can tell, you are. I hope that things are working out for you, and that you are following your dreams. I want you to know that my life didn't stop because you left, no matter how many times I didn't want to get out of bed. My life went on, I am happy. I am following MY dreams. Even if I am sad about losing you sometimes, and though I wish things could go back to how they were.
So today, I want to say
"Happy Anniversary"
Thank you for texting me first and making the first move. Thank you for putting up with me for almost 5 years. Thank you for being everything I needed at that point in my life.
There will always be a special place for you in my heart.
Love You Forever❤️-
You miss having someone to call your own. And that feeling of wanting to be loved is so much more than wanting that person. The person is just the boat you were on while floating in love. The depth of love lies in the water, and it’s ocean deep. People keep trying to forget the boat. But they don’t realize that it’s the water that you are missing. The scars of a breakup are deeper than a name or a face. The scars are emotional. The scars are about that special feeling and that trust you put in love. The scars are about the promises that were broken. The scars are about how your soul feels used, not your body.
So after a breakup, only you know how it feels. Only you know how a million emotions are crushing your soul. Only you know that it’s so much more than just “missing your ex.” You bloody don’t even miss that human sometimes. It’s just the sadness, the pain, the anger, the frustration, and the betrayal. You are dealing with someone burning your will to love again. You are scared because now you hate the whole thing, the love, the romance, and the sweet things.
You did not lose a lover. You lost love-
गुज़रो न बस क़रीब से ख़याल की तरह
आ जाओ ज़िंदगी में नए साल की तरह
कब तक तने रहोगे यूँ ही पेड़ की तरह
झुक कर गले मिलो कभी तो डाल की तरह
आँसू छलक पड़ें न फिर किसी की बात पर
लग जाओ मेरी आँख से रूमाल की तरह
ग़म ने निभाया जैसे आप भी निभाइए
मत साथ छोड़ जाओ अच्छे हाल की तरह
बैठो भी अब ज़हन में सीधी बात की तरह
उठते हो बार-बार क्यों सवाल की तरह
अचरज करूँ मैं जिसको देख उम्र-भर
हो जाओ ज़िंदगी में उस कमाल की तरह ll-
Rat Guzar Gyi Magar Savera Nhi Tha
Han Wo Mera To Tha,
Magar Sirf Mera Nhi Tha !!-
Wo Afsaana Jisey Anzaam tak Na laana Ho Mumkin
Ussey Ek Khubsurat Mod Dekar Chorna Achaa-
दीवार क्या गिरी मेरे कच्चे मकान की ,,
लोगों ने मेरे घर से रस्ते बना लिये ll-
दो पग चले नहीं थक गए,
धूप देख रस्ते मे ठिठक गए,
जिंदगी इम्तहान ही तो लेती है,
काबिल को ही मुकाम देती है।
जाना कहीं था,और कहीं पहुंच गए,
मन में भ्रम जाल लिए चल दिए,
सपनों से सौदा कर पाना क्या?
डाली से टूट कर मुरझाना क्या?
हिम्मत ही हमको, जीतना सिखाती है,
राह कठिन आने पर, लड़ना सिखाती है,
पीठ ना दिखाती पर मरना सिखाती है,
खुद को भी सच्चा,आइना दिखाती है।-
आज फिर मुमकिन नही कि, मैं सो जाऊँ,
यादें बहुत आ रही हैं, नींदें उड़ाने वाली!!-