You have all the scenes ready, but are too tired to jot them down....
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It is beyond the realm of possibility,
For me to be able to,
Enumerate and articulate,
The humongous amount of regret,
I carry in me,
For not being by your side,
On those sombre evenings,
Solitude filled nights and,
Somnolent mornings...-
Those who played with toys and were ridiculed by those who didn't, are now dictating the policies that govern the lives of those who ridiculed playing with toys.
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ये कुछ अल्फ़ाज़ हैं...
जिन्हें इस सफ़्हे पर छोड़े जा रहा हूं।
गर लौट कर आऊं तो लगे...
कि इक शख़्स हुआ करता था,
जाना पहचाना सा,
जो इस मुकाम से ग़ुज़र चुका है।-
Not every problem,
That we encounter,
Is meant to have,
A business solution....-
Yare I'm rarely to articulate the most,
Oblivious thoughts floating in the,
Urn of my subconscious mind wherein the,
Realm of my being lays scattered,
Quite around the edges of the,
Upper layer of the fabric,
Of social conditioning,
Thrust onto me,
Etched into my psyche.-
About themselves,
Or they present
Inaccurate information,
When in reality,
They abhor their inner identity,
Despise it to the core,
And are desperately looking,
For an escape route.-
Worldly affairs perturb me,
Immensely as I find it tad bit,
Sadistic to navigate the intricacies of the,
Doldrums that everyday life throws at me,
Ostentatiously disguised as life lessons,
Much to do with the vagaries of mediocrity.-
Finding the way through a maze,
Funneling out all them distractions,
You learn to navigate the paths,
Yet the tendency to get lost lingers,
Long around the times because,
Looking back you realise that,
Some of the traits weren't yours but,
Sneaked into you through the genes.-
That, in a sense, it allows me,
To traverse two worlds simultaneously.
One external, created by the writing.
And one internal, the one I carry with me.
And, it's the internal journey, that's,
Riddled with blind spots and slippery slopes.-