She asked ' how i could cry so ferociously how can I cry and still let her see all the rawness that laid inside me?'
I looked with swollen eyes and runny nose.
Because it's truthful and I have nothing to be sorry for, for all things must flow and if I hold this back as well... I'll never be whole. They'll be no room for a cup to pour into me.'
she stared at me plainly
'There's Beauty in your ferocious. I hope that you see this, your beautiful even now so thank you for showing me.'
Its an ugly beauty I whispered
For there is only so much beauty when we pour truth into each other's hands hoping the being can withstand its grasp
With dry eyes I lived in the shedding of my truths
For even rainstorms are a brutal beauty when lighting starts to dance.
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I am the prince of ethereal
I am the crown rising from the ash
A bestowment of planted seeds and dreams
Watch them flourish as I cast
I am the King, from Zion I came
Blooming worlds I light your path
Growth flows I way.
Igniting your sky's, feel my warmth as Eye touch your third I
Welcome, I am The Royal one, written of yet still unseen.
A song that that vibrates through your feet I am the becon of light guiding you home
I am your hearts true north, come find me
I dance among the sea in the daknest of nights
Queen of Nightsveils sweetly kissing your beads, Ruling the seas of the unseen.
I mirror the grace in you guiding light in the darkness of breath
Crowned at birthed, all steps steps are blessed
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Death, I do not fear him for he has always walked with me, clinging to my chest.
He whispers to me ( love them for they know not who they're meant to be )
I walk with death so he can't walk with thee There's weight in my I love yous, there's more there to be seen. It's all spells you see.
I tell you so you know you have breath.
That there's life beating in your chest.
I tell you love you because you are the Revolution beating against mine.
I walk with death so you don't have to.
(Time comes for all but love is eternal)
I am no ordinary,
I am more then forever (You are eternal)
I tell you this so you'll overstand the meaning of eternity. Giving everlasting breath I whisper to your duality, I Love you. Even when I fear the human in you not knowing your divine. So I'll kiss you forever and steal away death's breath till eternal is no more longer beating in my chest
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Loving you is to feel the sun kiss my soul
Although apart your words make my hair rise. You awake the butterflies in me...
It's eternal. This dance. It's our love
We open the doors to set each other free-
He took me home again to a place no one's seen. I told my friends of the trouble he'd cause that's how I knew his greatness. He was my Mercury retrograde cap sizing in my other worlds
I was stuck and fluid, Lost and found, twisted back and then forward again. He took me in all forms till the stars spoke
It was that time again. He gone but not lost and my truer self should shine again-
You quit me like I was a bad habit
You let go of what we held dear
I loved you like I needed a fix
Like a muse loves an Artist
Looking for the next taste of something sweet
You quit me cause you quit yourself
Couldn't stand the pain that came knowing that you could still be loved
I quit you cause I lost myself in loving you-
I'm riding high but they think I'm dying hard
Thought the star burned out but I'm their supernova girl
I'm blessed and in my best
My finesse got your sense in a mess
Heart saying boom boom, I'm not even in the room
My being crossed your mind, got yourself in a bind
You fell in love with Divine
I'm in the tween places so I stay hard find
Creating greatness in cut cause Babylon try fi slow me up
But the Sun always rises
Cause this Queen knows what's up
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I'm free in myself
So they scared of my wealth
I'm richer than most so they know I'm the GOAT
I'm Midas I got that something special bout my touch
Hands drip around your waist don't let me waste my taste
Let me crown you first on this day
Damn right we great
We living in color shaking up the waves
They thought I went insane but I broke the code and changed the order so that you could do more than maintain
Roaring at the moon they tried to cut my mane , Went to howl with the pride and they saw I was the main
Taking pieces of the ethos I do the math I got the honey
Smooth waters take the path and others handle the craft
I wrote the frequency and now we floating in the math 1+1 is the InI, can you hear the sound power in that.
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I find time when I'm lost to myself
When I forget to take care of what laid inside self is when I remember that I lost myself. That it was easier loving you then
fighting the death inside myself
I need water and sweet words
Rough hands shifted my soul; They left my roots tattered, I'm missing pieces to the happy ending.
A story where we weren't captives and the birds sung free. I found time to get lost and say fuck it jump off the cliff and let my wings set me free
I tore the pages and burned the book told em fuck this paper shit
You can't write what I feel
Reading that shit make your heart bleed
There no more time me I'm floating in a time. With no one in mind I'm free
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Pulling the sand from my eyes you stayed till the waters raised. Embracing the arms of the sea as she birthed the sun. We could swim in the memories of when we were young.
You knew the worst parts of me
Till your ocean waters washed over me
Salting the locks so I couldn't use the key
I couldn't hide myself you shared the world with me
You wanted others to see...
that the ocean gave back the jewel you didn't think you could keep
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