I want to ensure a secured sleep.
I don't want that empty feeling which makes an infinite loop inside my head to different unanswered questions and without any straight forward answers to it.-
It seems like a dream,
It seems like a beautiful lie,
Is my life truly that blessed?
Or am I dreaming of the rest ?
Is my soul that pure and simple?
My nightmares never let me sleep,
My wounds are even more deep,
So I wonder when I wake up well rest-ed,
Or if Once again my patience got tested?!
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Blank memories never speak,
For they can't scream with their beak.
A shade of lifeless souls on the road,
Like A shallow empty heartless toad.-
Life is an unpredictable roller coaster which I am unable to get a grip on. I really miss my old days and my old version of myself which does not exist anymore in this era or generation.
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রোজই মৃত্যু হয় আমার,
তাতে কার কী যায় আসে,
মানুষ আছে শোক-তাপ-হীন,
আজ মেতেছে উল্লাসে।-
Someone:
I miss the Person you were...
Me:
Many people does,
HE WAS EASY TO KILL.-
You will miss me Someday,
You will miss the way I cared for you & the way I made you feel loved and Special. You will miss my texts, my calls. You'll miss me someday.-
People are Desperate to See Me FAIL
&
I Disappoint Them Everytime.-