I'm my biggest problem
I'm my very last hope.
My patheticness is humbling
I still dont know how to cope.

My mind is always on the run.
Yet my body stays forever frozen.
I always find myself stunned.
At the paths of which i've chosen

My best never seems good enough.
My best self can't compete
Every single day seems tough.
My worst self is hard to defeat.

Constantly in a state of depression
Even well life's going well.
Doing different kind of procrastination.
Being trapped in your own person hell

I think of all the people i'd leave behind
I think of my old smile.
I believe in myself and still wanted to shine.
But my mind has completely resigned.

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SCARS..

I supppose
I Love my scars
Because
They have stayed with me
Longer
Than most people
have..

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Meri muskurahatei janta hai...
Mera dard janta hai...
Khamosh hu mei islie kyunki..
Mera aaina mera dard bayan Karta hai...💕

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Khamosh rha inna ki khamoshiyaa.. Bhi sunai deni lagi..
Tab jaana.. Ye pareshaniya bhi hasne lagi...
Dard toh tumhe bhi hota hoga. Mujhe yu hasta dekh kr...
Khuda, tu.. akhir hai toh mera hi.... 💕

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Teri har baat se mohabbat ki hai...
Tere ehsaas se mohabbat ki hai...
Tu mere pass nai hai,
Phir bhi teri yadon se mohabbat ki hai...
Mei tumko kis trah bool sakti hu
meine teri har ada se mohabbat ki hai...
Kabhi toh usne bhi mujhe yaad kiya hoga,
Meine un laamho se mohabbat ki hai
Jin mei ho sirf teri or meri batein,
Meine un baton se mohabbat ki hai..
Tera milna toh ab khwaab sa lata hai..,
Meine tere intezaar se mohabbat ki hai...!!!

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"Disappointed but not surprised" has been my biggest mood this year.. 🙂💞

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"Depression is living in body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die.."

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You go ahead I will,Be at your back
Saying this who had move ahead..
The moment when your heart and mind clack..
Is the time life gives you setback..

Look at me I am there for you..
Is the one who had mistaken you..
Smile and be like moon
Because no One understand the pain that you are going through..

This is an insatiable world..
So don't try to please everyone.,girl....
It's time to have some fun..
Problems are always there for how long will you run..??

Sit aside and think twice.
Before you trust look into their eyes
Everybody is traitor dont depend on any creature.
Be youuu nobody is gonna care.

I know you are exasperated
And a little bit devastated
Don't worry everything will be fine
Be intrepid and let your soul smile.. 😊

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Don't ask me how my life is going on..
I won't be able to tell how.. Preposterous it is.
I would not been able to ejaculate how bad things goes..
My life is inscrutable or can say .. more of like a dramatic series.. Where in every episode some misdeeds happen...even i would have tolerated that much.. But what hurts is.. Misconceptions, ...which almost everyone is having for me.. Tired of proving myself...nowadays I even love to be in state of reclusion but even there problems accompanied me...I wanted to be insouciant atleast for a while....

😔...Everytime people insisted on testing my patience....
I am almost done everytime.. But Still I am hawling myself... Still I manage.. Manage to give clarification, manage to. Control my anger, manage to smile, manage to satisfy, and and finally manage to live......😔 😊 😊 😊 😊 .

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