There's a dark cold corner in my heart,
Time doesn't exist where,
Nobody knows what resides in there,
Flashbacks of my past,
Looming over like shards,
I tried to scream out in pain,
But as usual,
It's was all in vain...

Yet another night passed,
And the sun came again,
I pulled myself together with all my strength,
And encouraged my dying heart,
For one more day to sustain.

~ Vickram_writes🌻

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He had his problems,
But he still made her happy
He had trust issues,
But he still trusted her.
He wasn't good at texting,
But he was good for her.
He was scared of getting hurt,
But he continued to love.
But whenever something,
Was wrong with her,
She shut him down completely.

@Vickram_writes🌻

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How Can I?

How can I love someone else
When you have stolen my heart
And wounded my soul?
How can I trust another person again!
When you have broken my trust into infinite pieces?
How can I accept love from someone
When you used yours to toy with my feelings?
And how can I make memories with someone
When yours are torturing me every day,
And haunting me every night?

@Vickram_writes

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When the sun isn't sorry for being bright,
Moon isn't sorry for it comes late at night,
Rain isn't sorry for it falls,
Lightning isn't sorry for scaring us all,
So why do you need to be sorry ?
For being genuine and being you,
For being the real version of yourself and just true?

@Vickram_writes✨

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Are you OK? I'm not;
Passed a day, passed two,
But still it seems hard,
I couldn't figure, where I went wrong?
Or was I wrong from start?

Trying to let you go when I want you to stay,
Wanting to move on, but I can't;
You affected me in every possible way,
Were you too?
You left, but our memories will stay buried deep
Into my heart.

You say, I was wrong; but how?
Was it my silence?
Still loving you after you did all wrong things,
Or was it my words?
That reciprocated against your infidelity,
Pain of lies.

Anyways, I am leaving;
I don't want to fall again for your lied vows,
Promises made just to be broken,
Too scared of trusting you again,
So, maybe, it's last time you hear me say,
I love you.

@Vickram_writes💜

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Alone but not Lonely ✨

Isolating myself from city lights,
To talk to my soul under the stars,
To hear it's tale of how it's been hurt,
How it healed and to adore it's scars.

I try to recognise my soul,
Hidden behind my anger, smile and pain,
Or disguised within the words,
I speak , write or hide.
Thus, being to myself
Doesn't really go in vain.

Now I know myself as a person I love
And don't need to impress others,
As I've known my soul in black,
And need not to show them
In different colours.

@Vickram_writes✨

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Anxiety✨

Can I stop for sometime,
May I just sit calm, please?
But am I even allowed to rest,
Would you let me live and breathe?

Can i just wait for a minute,
till things start to seem fine?
Can i just be real me,
as now I'm too tired of lying?

But would you like to listen,
Would you try to understand me?
Would you ever realise
what I'm going through?
Do you even care about how I feel?

I wish I could feel alive again,
I wish I could get back the pieces I lost,
They say I'll get better with time,
But you aren't something I can heal from,
And how can I win over a battle I never fought?

@Vickram_writes

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I just want to apologize to reader's,
Today at the end of December ,
For the things I’ve messed up ,
And for all the mistakes I still remember.

I want to tell the little version of me
That I will never quit until he’s proud.
And I will keep trying even when I fall,
I’ll get back on my feet I’ll touch the clouds .

@Vickram_writes

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Whose Fault?

Is it my fault to love people with my whole heart?
Or just theirs who don't return it back?

Is it my fault to trust people blindly?
Or just theirs who break it without any guilt?

Is it my fault to forgive people always for their wrong?
Or just theirs who repeat without any regret?

Is it my fault to cry over people when hurt ?
Or just theirs who don't care at all?

Is it my fault to expect love and care?
Or just theirs who don't express at all?

It's always a mytsery,
Whose Fault are they really?

@Vickram_writes

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It's more than often I end up wondering,
Does fate have something for me?
which is better than what I planned,
Like a beautiful pandora box,
Or does fate want to drag me with its flow,
without actually caring of my needs?
Will fate actually understand me,
or will it ask me to just let it be?
Does it actually have something in box for me,
Or is the box still empty?
Will fate be decided like the lines in my hands,
Or will it depend on the time,
yet again like the lines on the hands?

~ @Vickram_writes💜

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