You are not alone, I am with you. Yes you were neglected, abandoned, been a victim to other's wounded child traumas, I feel sorry for all that you went through but I appreciate you for surviving through it. I love you to the moon and back.
I lost a lot of my heart to my so-called past. Now, I'm choosing myself. Unless I'm in the right mindset, I cannot go with the flow. My magic works through you. Help me be in harmony with myself as I've understood my place in the Universe. I see past these illusions so I armour myself and claim my independence. Guide me throughout this journey as I cross these blurred lanes to recognize and actualize my true potential.
Giving up something that makes you feel secure but on some level is toxic is like owning the strength of your freedom back from something that holds you back and walking past it.