13-03-2023

Few hours ago my friend passed away from a accident.

Idk where she went does she know she died?

Does she know her mother is crying?
Does she know people are missing her?
Does she know she was only child her mother and she was the world to her?
Does she know i won't cry because I can't have tears?
Does she know our world has lost a blooming flower?
Does she know the pain what we are suffering?
Does she miss us?
Does she knew about this before?
Does she remember us ??
I'm lost now but i can find me later but where can i find you ??

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THE PRIVILEGE...

We think we have problems.
We can't step out.
We think it's getting boring, owing to rules we can't flout.

At last, we don't realize. It is a privilege to be tied down. A privilege? You ask with a frown.

Out there sits a girl, who lost a loved one.
She silently wishes she had all the problems in the world,
BUT this one.
To thoughts, she is bound. Memories surround. She thinks to herself

Only if I could, I'd follow the rules, I promise. I'd do it God, honest & never complain.
Just give me an opportunity to try again. Silence is the only response now, for death doesn't change. A tear rolls down her cheek as she thinks to herself
I wish people knew, It's a 'Privilege.' to be tied down...

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You and I are miles apart, yet so close. I wonder if this is love, or some stupid hope. It's been a long time since I saw you last, Yet I can still trace your face, just like I used to, in the past.

Do you remember when all we had was each other, Long gone are those days, but would you have forgotten? I wonder. Whatever happens, I know deep down, we shall always await, For you and I, my love, are tied together by the red strings of fate.

The question was never about love, but of courage,
Can we forgive? Do we have to hold this unsaid grudge?
Our love, even though forgotten through time,
Still lives, in both - your heart and mine.

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I am learning, to be okay When people walk away Accepting, they have a part to play And not everyone's meant to stay

I am learning, to walk alone And not seek comfort in their embrace To speak of my thoughts freely And accept rejection with grace

I am learning, to hold back And not put my heart out to be played For they would have made the effort If it meant more than they displayed

I am still learning, how to love properly Cause people have some twisted ways Realizing it's not all its made out to be Love often ends in disappointments and heartbreaks.

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THE PROPOSAL HE MADE,
AT THE CENTRE OF THE STAGE,
SAID THE SCRIPT WAS GREAT.
HUNDREDS CLAPPED,

FOR ONLY HE KNEW THERE WAS NO SCRIPT,
ONLY A MOMENT THAT HE HAD PICKED.

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Bit of a shy
I never told him "Can't live without u"
I always try
Not to cry
He left me so soon.
No justified reason he mentioned.
Disappeared like a shooting star of a silent night.

I felt the night was beautiful for him with a new mate he found
but my heart was demanding for stitches trying not to split.
"I love you boy and still finds you the prettiest of my small world"
I trust my eyes always said these lines whenever I looked at you.
And I'm happy you never understood and it remained in my heart.

Remained one sided
Remained unloved

miss y

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Why is it so hard to let go?
Of people, places or memories.
The constant reminder of their laughter
The lingering sensation of their touch.
Their smell when they pulled you in for that hug,
no perfume..
Their eyes, that spoke volumes while their lips stayed shut.
Why does it ache so bad?
The thought of them.
Of all that we could have been.
If the times were simpler, thoughts clearer,
Intentions sincere and our bodies not so far away.

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Life is not always beautiful. You will get attached to people you were not destined to. You will have to put up with a lot of heartbreaks through all your expectations. Somedays, you will not even feel like waking up. But the truth is, everybody has their own problems to deal with. The people you see everyday, whom you call the funniest, might be the one who needs the utmost help. Everyone you see is just good at hiding the agony they are going through. Pain doesn't make your life hard forever. But the way you handle your pain does. Always believe you will get through everything as you always does. All the painful moments is just a phase of life. And above all of that, Be kind to yourself and others.

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We all talk about intimacy, and our physical relationships and make a statement about how it is all we need from love but, aren't these just desires?

Love is laughing with someone, having the constant urge to be with them, being adored, consoled when we are sad, Some chocolates pecks and uncountable forevers till the rest of your life.

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Hy
Jus wanted to say
Not everyone is okay or happy
People are going through rough edges
Try to be kind you never know the story

People want their space to overcome
I understand your concern
But it's there own choice to make it
I appreciate you for it
Not to be rude,
And that doesn't help if you're
thinking that your consoling them.

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