I see you, everytime I look in the mirror,
When I wear the shirt I picked for you.
I hear you, when I listen to the songs,
You suggested, said it reminds you of me.

Your voice haunts me, everywhere I go,
Reminding me the love I gave was treacherous.
The apricity i used to feel now behaves like needles,
Painful as dying but still unseen.

I walk in the crowd, terrified like a broken soul,
Concealing my face with a poker smile.
Looking perfectly happy but shattered Inside.

Your small voice notes, are like music to me now
I listen to them on loop with smile
Realising it’s all futile, and you’re away several miles.

I speak in soliloquy about the moments we imagined.
Which remained like an unquenched thirst, and will remain evermore.

The hugs we imagined while lying on sofa,
The hoodie I wanted to steal from you.
The perfume which reminded you of me.
Aches my heart like thousand daggers.

The pain is unbearable I want to cry but my eyes are more loyal to you than me.
My heart wants to curse you but it loves you more than me.

Nothing remained mine when you left,
Niether my soul and bones
Nor even me!

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Am I still able to love,
After it ripped me off inside?
Am I allowed to cry,
After my screams were unheard.
Am I worthy of tranquility,
After your voice still echoes in my head?
Will I get the serenity,
After the haunting memories running behind me?
Probably the idea of Love isn’t what I wanted.
Probably the warmth of your hands was the one.
Looking at the morning Horizon,
My heart beats fast and my eyes undone.
Still in a dilemma
Was it all meant to be
Was that something always there for me.
Still figuring out where it all went wrong,
Did I asked too much.

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I dream of us, draped in a single Blanket.
Your hand under my head and my lips on your chest,
The love is sparkling in each other’s eyes.
Vulnerable but at its best
The musk of your bare body,
Is engrossed in me
I am smelling and smiling
Like a green bloomed tree
Then suddenly i felt your lips on mine,
Embarking the first step of another passionate journey.
which gonna be for the entire night with Our tongues entangled.
Our bed is Ablaze with the ardent steam and sweat,
Again the aqua rushed in making us all wet.
You’re smiling with a heavy breath kissing me madly in love,
I don’t want this night to end, I whispered above.

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Here I am standing again,
Between the fight of reality and dreams.
Looking at the same crossway,
Thought I will never see.

Reality slapped and woke me up,
Making me realise I am no one to be loved.
Just a beautiful toy,
Attracted by many touched by none.

I want to Open up my heart,
With all the raw and naked truths.
How I think How I feel.
But I see around and Find no one.

Never asked for more,
And never expected any.
But realised the minimum was alot.
Asked for a presence,
Craved for the warmth.
But nothing came to me,
I ran behind them pleasing understanding,
But it was me who was getting cold.

The fire in me is no more bright,
The heart is becoming blue again.
My life is becoming a melancholy
And the love is fading away

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I was lying under the bed Like an old Cardigan,
Painted with the memories of good and bad.

The memories where I was your favourite,
You wore me like I am the lucky one.

Ups and downs and paths we cross,
Faced everything like we were the boss.

You flaunted me like your chick jewel,
Making me accept the pride you showed.

The Invisible string tied us together,
I started believing it was love.

Time flied, love fainted I was no more lustrous,
Hoping the love will stay the same.

A wave of pain shattered my heart,
When I saw you running to the new fame.

It is said the love grow beautiful when it ages,
But it needs to be alive.

I am still lying underneath the bed,
Like an old cardigan.

Remembering the old days,
Hoping them to come back.

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It feels like home when you’re around!

The walls feels Enchanted by your presence.

Everything looks like a dream

But suddenly the sleep breaks and the reality shows it’s presence.

My nonchalant smile hides the endless longing

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He came like a sparkling rain,

Engrossed me within forgetting all the pain,
Pain from bruises I got from the past,

He cherished it and made it last.

The bruises are like gems to me now
Twinkling all over me saying the stories,

Of the journey I went through

And came out as a perfect man.

But little did I knew I was always perfect,

He came and made me realise the same,

By highlighting my flaws so beautifully

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Walking amidst the traffic,
I always think about you,
Imagine your hand in mine
While crossing the road.
The aura that I am safe,
When I surmise your smiling face,
My wilted face turns into a bloom
And take me through the hustling race.
You send your love in the form of pouring rain
Which always swept all my grief and pain
Your face is like moon
Can hold it the whole day in my hands
To cherish it forever you’re my future plan
You’re like August i can see myself lost in you
I have no shame to say “I do” to my boo

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