I loved you beyond sanity, so deeply that I began to forget where your soul ended and my delusion began. If loving you meant tearing through heaven with bloody hands just to carve your name into God’s silence, I would..again and again, until eternity breaks.

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Echoes of You

I search for you in the morning light,
In golden hues, so soft, so bright.
A whisper lingers in the air,
A silent presence everywhere.

The world moves on, yet here I stand,
Reaching out with open hands.
In fleeting winds, in skies so blue,
I find the echoes left by you.

No distance breaks, no time erases,
The love that lingers in familiar places.
You’re in my heart, forever near,
A love untouched by days or years.

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उसे दौलत का नशा था, और मुझे उसका,
मैं मोहब्बत लिखती रही, वो हिसाब रखता…
मैं तो सजती रही सिर्फ उसके लिए,
वो दुनिया के रंगों में मेरा नाम भूलता…
मैं आस रखती रही उसके लौट आने की,
वो हर मोड़ पर मुझे एक नया ग़म सुनाता…

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The Oxymoron of Us

You were my "bitter sweet" memory,
A "silent scream" in my heart’s melody.
We shared a "loud whisper" of endless talks,
Yet now we’re "alone together" on different walks.

A "clearly confused" soul you used to be,
Asking of oxymorons so playfully.
You were my "constant change", my "trusted doubt",
Now just a "living ghost", fading out.

Our "jumbo little" moments still feel
so near,
Yet this "sweet sorrow" brings me here.
A "familiar stranger", gone so fast,
Yet in my heart, you’ll always last.

I hope you're "happily sad" wherever you stand,
With a "heavy lightness" of life's demand.
And if you ever recall our days anew,
Just know, I still remember you.

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Lost, but Never Gone

After months when it shouldn’t matter
I still miss you, my heart feels shattered
Sleepless nights, eyes filled with pain
Re-reading our chats again and again

Laughter echoes but fades too fast
Memories hold me, stuck in the past
I cry like a fool, hoping one day
We’ll talk again, even in the smallest way

Maybe we drifted, maybe we’re lost
But I’d find you again, no matter the cost
Because some friendships, no matter the end
Live on forever, more than just pretend

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Echoes of Regret

In the silence, shadows call,
Memories rise, and tears fall.
Faces I loved, now far away,
Their laughter haunts the nights I stay.

I reach for them, but silence remains,
A hollow ache, a tender pain.
Words I lost, the things I’d say,
Now linger as ghosts that won’t decay.

Time has stolen what I can’t mend,
Leaving me alone, without a friend.
I cry for them in the dead of night,
A heart weighed down, a fading light.

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A Love to Heal

I want to kiss away your fears,
Make every insecurity disappear.
Wrap you up in love so strong,
A place where you can both belong.

In my arms, you'll always be safe,
No room for doubts, no space for hate.
I’ll love you more than I love me,
Together, we are all we need to be.

Every flaw, I’ll turn to grace,
Every tear, I'll wipe from your face.
You are my heart, my guiding star,
No distance too far, no dream too far.

In this love, you’ll always find peace,
My love for you will never cease.
And with each day, I'll love you more,
A love so deep, it’s worth fighting for.

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Across the Stars

Though miles may stretch between
our hearts,
In my soul, you’ve claimed your part.
Prettier than the moon above,
You fill my life with endless love.

Each word you speak, a gentle thread,
Weaving dreams inside my head.
I’ve never held your hand in mine,
Yet our bond feels so divine.

Your laugh, your charm, your every hue,
A masterpiece the world once knew.
Though young, our love, so pure, so true,
The universe fades it’s just me
and you.

Distance means nothing-
our hearts align,
Forever yours, and you are mine.

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"I'll peer through your window, unseen, Until the moment you close it tight.
Then I'll stand in silence, frozen, Unable to look, yet unable to leave
the night."

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A year ago, I would've died for
certain people. A year later,
half of them are dead to me.

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