In summer trains
where it is hard to sleep
(poem in caption)-
Wingless bird
That is lost is lost
That remains is remained
In between the sky and earth
I am no future nor memory
I float, I giddy, I fall
A clog of regret, doesn't regret
I am grey clay beneath a pond
Not even fit for lily
I got to cry, don't cry
I am lost, but that is lost
Is lost
I am a conch that has noise
I am weed, I am time
I am the ocean stagnant
I am the wind, water, and fire
But I am silent
I am not who I am
I'm who wants to be a weapon
I, I sit shrouded, feared, crumbled,
And sobered on my bed
Like a starless sky
Without moon and sparkles in face
Barefoot, untouched body
Walking to the midnights
And fall to the dawns
Handles and emptied I am hell and void
To whomever I meet
A wingless bird-
If you believe everyone is unique
And everyone has their attribute
You will learn to accept yourself-
When we come back after years
Searching the people who felt home
and realize all that we had these days
Was homeless feeling, we come back
To our strength-
With the birth of understanding and love
There borns a fear of losing-
I thought, I write
To become a famous poet
Now I realized I write
To search me-