A final goodbye

Revenge is not what I seek,
I only pray god,
To never let us meet again.
Not this lifetime and other.

I can't hate you,
But I hate myself more,
For letting you in.

Will I forgive you ?
Or will I forgive myself?
For butchering my self respect,
My feminity and innocence,
To feed your lust.

-

Life is a sea of tragedies,
while floating on boat of hope,
we meet death,
admist living,
we sow karma,
and thus, forced to reborn.

-

Let me go ,
Or let me sink in the depth of nothingness.
Together it hurts,
while apart I crave,
Pain or love ?

-

I always felt different,
as if I was a flower,
like a wild yarrow,
or lotus of paddy field,
many pests clinged,
nothing changed,
I still bloom,
they still chase,
I never actually changed,
but something in me,
is revealed to myself.

-

The more I let go,
I am reborn,
With new hopes,
Lesser expectations,
But a better life ...

-

God paints our lives,
sculpting us with soil of karma,
And if it falls,
It's us who are responsible.

-

My whole life I ran away from moments,
to be chased now ,by memories.

-

Kabhi kabhi yuhi chalte,
esa mehsoos hota h ki,
Zindagi main khushiyon k,
rail ke intezaar main,
Maine kahi lamhe kho diye...

-

I am smiling or just distracting my pain,
I fear nothing, not death but living.
Unplanned destination has no route,
but planned path to destiny.
No matter how fast you run,
you will trip when life happens.
Indulging in moment or today,
is essence of living.
Nothing lasts , not you even.
Who do I cry for ?
When I myself ,
has a ticket for returning.

-

Never fall for idea of love,
Rather love , to free the bird.
Caged soul, flies to never return.

-