Juvenile...

I was a Juvenile,
When I thought success was just a Mile,
My dreams were Compile,
And my heart was Fragile,
But now,
Grown up to a age of Mobile,
Focusing on the outer Profile,
Knowing people around you become Volatile,
Realizing the fact that success is not just a Mile,
And the destinations look Immobile,
With heavy heart and a fake Smile,
Trying hard to make career paths Fertile,
Modifying goals to pdf & word File,
Being a adult I thought for a While,
Childhood was more Worthwhile,
So I wish to be.....
Again a Juvenile.

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Healing...

Healing requires a great deal of patience with oneself,
a great deal of grieving,
a great deal of realization,
a great deal of letting go,
a great deal of forgiveness,
and a great deal of acceptance of so many things, situations & people...!

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We enter into friendships and relationships at times and have to let them go at other times...
But in the meantime,
it's crucial to live them to the fullest...
Because people and connections come and go,
but memories last a lifetime.

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I have been there for so many people and I'm not proud about that,
because I feel that's my duty being a good friend...
But I never realized that, being there for everyone had caused me so much of myself...
I never realized that, I was draining myself in the process and that was taking away the energy from my soul...
I let so many people the access to me that,
Now I feel lost in their crowdy mess somewhere and none of them even care or realize it.

I wish I could tell my younger self,
To be more cautious about whom should she let in her compound and safety net and for how much time...
She can't just keep extending her spere for people who are just around her because, it feels nice and safe and fun and happy and comfort and at peace...
And she let them be there consuming all of it from her until it's their time to leave...
She need to keep her guard up for safety of her own tender heart and generous soul because no one else care and eventually they all just leave..!

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Being the friend that is always there for others can be lonely, exhausting, and self-questioning at times...

Like seriously,
Where are the rest of them when it's my turn?

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Ek gaana suna ajj bade samay baad,
Jo bada kareeb tha dil ke... ek samay tak..!

Tab hum sochne lage ke...

Kitna ajeeb hota hai insaan bhi...
Ek gaane se itni saari yaade jod leta hai ki,
Un yaado ko bhulane ke liye sabse kareebi gaana hi sunna chod deta hai..!

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सपने तो बचपन में हुआ करते थे,
फिर हुआ यू की...
जिंदगी और ज़िम्मेदारियाँ साथ में सुरु हो गई..!

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I don't want meaningless entanglements.

Momemtory happiness is not my thing..
My heart craves for long lasting peace..!

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5 Years of Law School

10 Semesters
40 Subjects
2 Degrees
1 Diploma
5 Certificate Courses

8 Research Paper Publications
(In International & National Journals)
10 Research Paper Presentations
Author of 27 research articles
Editor of 2 Books and 50+ Research articles as Student Editor
Student Co-ordinator of Moot Association, Legal Aid and Research Club

2 Moot Court Competitions
6 Trophies
3 Sports
3 Internships
4 Seminars
5 Workshops
3 Conferences
1 International Summer School

Won as team:
1 National Best Memorial Award
1 National Draftsman Competition

Won as Individual:
1 National Memorial Competition
1 National Quiz Competition
1 PPT Competition

Uncountable Failures

And now Finally an Advocate

Adv. Vaishnavi Annasaheb Nirmal

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So today, I was out at night
for a walk with my dog and with my headphones on as always...

And I already had a good hair day
and I was in a outfit which makes me feel good about myself...

It was cold and dark and a bit drizzling around.
And then 'zara-zara' started playing from my favorites list...

And then I remembered, it is December.
That is what it does, it makes you feel things..!

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