Once I said I am afraid of open doors,
Yet I walked into one.
Now that I am trapped,
How I wish I could breathe well.
I hate this feeling
yet it keeps coming after me
like an unsatisfied ghost.
With a defeated soul, finally
I pronounce to have given up
on any last bits of hope.

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The burning desire to win lays the stone of foundation to success.

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She belonged to herself
No one could understand her.
They called her an Engima
too hard to decode.
A soul so intense.
A puzzle,
to which no mind carried an answer.
Maybe her creator knows what she is.
Some said they could see galaxies in her,
but he could see the whole universe in her eyes.
She loved mysteries .
She grew among her Nancy Drews,
Sherlock Holmes , Dan Browns and what not..
She loved mysteries so much,
She wished to become one.
She loved everything that intrigued her.
Egypt, pyramid, mummies, Rome and the cities drowned under seas,
and she, became all the more intriguing.

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There's depth in my words,
But you are not pensive;
There's hope in my heart,
But you are headless of it;
You say you are with me,
But I am solo in sufferings.
I was always abandoned
when I badly needed you.
Yet, my deep feelings withdrew
the notion of letting you go,
Since I hardly get tired of
someone I call mine.

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Waiting for my muse to come,
I started to wander around.
Took some new turns,
and somehow I myself ended up
in the crazy place they call
lost and found.

There I discovered things so rare
that once were surely handled
with delicacy and underlying care.

Some dried petals,
some unfinished battles.
Some handmade cards,
some misplaced regards.
Some lost charms,
some cold words that still felt warm.

Some shattered dreams;
brand new.
Some broken hearts;
maybe more than a few.

Some childish games,
some inextinguishable flames.
Some tattered feathers,
some dreaded weathers.

Some preserved drops of rain,
some attempts in vain,
which would have led to undying pain
and driven everyone insane.

In the end, it didn't matter
how I stumbled upon them,
cause every single one
was a precious gem.

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If I ever needed you and you were not there,
I swear I will never need you again..

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Life is hard for everyone,
Life is cruel...
But that doesn't mean you deprive someone else's shelter just to make your own....

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I am trying to run away
It's getting heavier day by day
Don't think I am loosing hope,
Just losing a bit of myself everyday...

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I remember that afternoon when I saw you,
You were laughing with a big smile on your face.
Maybe you really care, maybe you don't
It's upto you what you want.
You may have a lot of things to be happy,
But I only know you to feel free.
No one can ask you to look back,
It's upto you to choose a path.
But if it makes you happy,
I will stay faded forever..

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Let me hold you by my side
I can find happiness even in grief
and smile in pain and feel relief.

I can dance in pleasure even in pain
and see rainbows after every night's rain.

I can stand up in the hardest storm
and dive you inside and feel warm.

I can see light even in dark night
and keep the flame burning bright.

I can shield you away from evil gaze
and protect you from all your sorrows.

Let me hold you by my side
I can take you to a ride
and introduce you to my world.

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