Ha toh kya hua agar mea tuta hu
Thoda sa apne aap se Rootha hu
Maan bhaag rha hai mera eak jaga
Issthir nhi hai.
Mea rota hu, kossta hu aur fir sojata hu
Ha toh kya hua agar mea tuta hu.
Bs aage badne ki cha me sab peeche chood diya,
Us rishte se mene yhu muh mood liya
Bhikar gya hu, aabhi ishtir nhi hu.
Ab agar mea na rahu toh kya mea fir se jee paunga,
Eak baar fir thuje is sansar me haar ke kya agale me jeet paunga!
Ha toh kya hua agar mea tuta hu.
Thoda sa apne aap se rootha hu.

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Agar wo thumari zindgi ka sabse khobsurat hissa nhi hai
Toh tumko khabi payar hua hi nhi.
Wo usse dur hone ka ehasas baya krdeta hai.

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Blocking me wont change the fact of loving you.
To me you have always been my possession
And rythum in muse.
You hate my words, but you are my world.
My everything belongs to you.
I am not telling you forgive me, no its you whom I have hurt.
To love me back will be you yourself.
Me and my heart will always love you.

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.....Life is short......
One fine day when you wake up after a bad dream, you could see how short is life.
You were killed in that dream and bought back to consciousness.
Did you realize something
Was it a warning ⚠ or just a dream?
Well it is said every dream has its meaning untill you find one.
Depends on how you look at it internally.
Because it was created with your thoughts and your unknowing memories or fears.
But what if, it was real?
Thats where the instincts are born.
Keep calm realx. Trust your self.
Belive in your love and positive vibes.
Let it go, it was just a dream.
Smile and look at bright shining sun ☀
You are being blessed you are Protected.
Take this warmness inside you and let go all negative thoughts.
The answer to live and feel alive is inside you.
Close your eyes, sit and breath.
You will feel connected to yourself more.
And the blessings of your loved ones are always there to cover you.
Smile and live well.
😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇

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Sometimes I wonder was it worth it
That you left without a word
Keeping me close was your only priority
Now I see you have changed.
Maybe my picture in your gallery have changed.
Does he keep you happy?
🙂 You know I also would have if you would have been strong and accepted me.
I didn't knew we could even be this far, after coming this close.
Was lovelife with you is really eternal? Because my heart beats with Sensiation as I am seeing you again for the first time.
Will you still love me?
I dont want to ruin your life, you should be happy the part you deserve the most.
I will be in the shades watching you smile and listening your silly talk with him.
I will be very sad, I know but this Heavy stone is already on my chest.
And I may not live further, I am sorry I am breaking the promise.
But it is only meant if you were mine.
🙂

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I am getting impatient without you

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Hey let me just tell how specail you are to me.
Remember the time when I met you for the first tiime in college
A girl wearing specs with clothes black
Waering the laugh and making the corridor smile.
There was a guy looking at you from the bus sitting in the window side.
falling for your smile when you slipped your hairs to side.
I hoped to see you tomorrow in the morning but didn't saw you ,
You became my wish, my dream to fulfil
With everyday I passed I didn't saw you
One day with a flash of light you were there.
Wearing that smile.
Looking at me saying hello to me with wet hairs.
Yes i missed the part when I first talked to you, but its okhy i need to tell you forward.
After that touch ,i wanted it more, more of you to smile with me look at me.
Ok lets jump to delhi
remember when Long time late i saw you again waiting at akshardaam ststion wearing baby pink again with wet hairs.
Got a punch on my tummy, not a hug😑
Your hairs breathe fresh as you slipped them back again.
I looked at you just looked at you and just looked at you.
Holded your hand while we crossed that slippery stairs from over crossing.

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Yes i take you for granted.
Because in you I see my life.

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When you have so much to do
In the weekend.
and then you are surrounded with fever and cough.
Bad winter 😑

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Countless suffering of pain made her strong enough to walk with broken soul.
When she was touched by someone like her, she seemed life is beautiful song.
One can listen the reality or enjoy the imagination.
She preferred to be real, is that why she become so strong.
I wish i was like her. To bear a smile with heavy heart.
To listen to heart and speak with mind.
I wish if, I had been like her
She would have loved me more.
I wished to keep her happy and smiling.
But I fail terribly and she smile beautifully.
I would like to like to tell you that, doesn't matter how many times I fail.
I will keep trying to make you smile.
Indeed with your open heart.
Not with a bounded blush.
Love you too

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