we need to raise up the volume of the headphones,
to mask the noises in the head.
And sometimes that's not enough
And you keep increasing the noises around you
But the chaos doesn't end.
Multiple things, numerous emotions,
various people come to you
All at once.
You wish, you could disappear,
But you can not.
You just cannot.
So, what you do is
You take your earphone, earplugs, headphones
Or even the loudspeaker
And play the noises disguised as music
Loud. Louder. Loudest
To stop your mind from processing other things
Till it gets numb again.