There will be days,
You just wish to lie awake.
When your mind is in a haze
And every person around you feel fake.

It's like being in a battlefield,
Expecting them to be your shield.
But rather than being on your side,
They would rather drown you in a tide.

Crazy how people change in a night,
And then blame you with extreme delight.

The people you used to confide in,
Will mock you one day, with a grin.

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It's been a year,
A year to knowing each other,
A year of sharing our fear,
And a year of promises and less tears.

We were so uncertain of everything,
That even meeting felt like a miracle than a blessing.

We spent days and months apart,
Talking, messaging and even sending gifts so far,
But longed only one meeting, even if just from afar.

Even now when I think about our meet ups,
It was filled with just smiles, laughter and giggles.

We hardly fought or never at all,
But whenever we did, we never let our bond take the fall.

Trust me when I say that I believe in whatever you do,
In whatever you aim to be or starting anew,
And I will always be there in your decisions, no matter how small or few.

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It was just a usual day at work,
Trying to finish my tasks without a smirk.

As a routine, i shortly left for my snack break,
It was my fav place i went to, even if my head aches.

I would see him everyday, and only our eyes met.
The way he stared back, would make my heart feel at threat.

While entering the canteen and leaving it,
Were the only times I saw him, just for a little bit.

It wasn't love at first sight or true love finally found,
But it was the urge to be seen by someone after being constantly frowned.

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Cant wait for someone who vanishes easily,
Cant keep going back to the same person who makes you feel distant easily.

Do not worry for the person who let you worry alone,
Do not check up on the person who left yet had your insecurities known.

Never trust the person who made the same promises again,
Never trust his words knowing they were never meant for you, just a game.

Keep away from indecisive people who want you today but not forever,
Keep every changes in them noted, you may never know when their mind changes, ever.

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It what a pretty cold evening,
The sunset made the sky relieving.

I saw you standing on the cliff,
Drowning in your own questions of 'what if?'

As if I could read your mind and your thoughts,
It felt as we both will suffocate in your knots.

I made sure you knew I am there for you,
I ran up and held your hand, so that you knew.

It's crazy these feelings make you do things,
To be for that one, in every winter or spring.

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I remember how I felt after seeing the picture,
It felt as if my heart will soon rupture.

The room was lit with few candles and blue lights,
As her every dream was fulfilled cause he was her knight.

With roses on the bed and a wonderful cake,
Just realising they celebrated together, my heart felt the ache

I saw his room,red roses around & lit in blue,
Even the candles faded away their past gloom.

I realised the distraction he wanted was me,
Yet the one he dreamt of when old, was never me.

Though we spend the nights together in cold and warmth,
I was never in your picture of "forever" even though you sworn.

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I feel this calm in my soul,
A feeling that makes me complete and whole.

I have written this a thousand times,
Maybe it was for someone else, I then felt was mine,
But they faded away as if staying with me was a crime.

I felt it was my fault,
Them leaving me made me suffer, like in a vault.

It's been quite sometime and you stayed,
Miles apart, but you never let the love to fade.

I finally feel at ease,
I can finally enjoy the peace.

Now I don't have to think of an ex coming back,
Or sleeping with bruises over my back,
Even worrying about being left for my looks,
All this now feels like a story from a book.

Saying I love you 100 times now feels less,
But I am "there for you" always, in your sadness and happiness.

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I looked back for one last time,
Just to realise the pain was worth every dime.

If people hadn't left me so deliberately,
I doubt I would be blushing everyday so happily.

Making plans for our anxious meet up,
And enjoying rains with a romantic setup,
Even if it meant to enjoy Maggi in a teacup.

Days and hours pass by,
Yet we both wait impatiently for all loving replies.

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I was in middle of my own storm,
When u came and made me feel warm.

You surrounded me with your love,
Which gave me warmth like winter gloves.

When I felt lost and distraught,
You held me, calming me with your comfort.

When I felt lonely at night,
You stayed right by my side.

You made me feel whole and happy,
When even things around felt crappy.

Stay by my side, from dusk till dawn,
Because I wish to nap in your arms after my ever yawn.

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I dont wish to be an intruder,
Someone you will leave sooner or later.

I stay awake all night,
Just to listen to your pain, breaking my might.

I know you are in love with her,
But I didn't know I love you and our chances are blur.

Yet I promised to be with you,
In pain and sorrow, new or few.

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