MY SOUL... Sometimes I pity you. So much you have suffered and you still survived. Sorry but I don't know How much you have to suffer. Why don't you break, Why don't you give up. For how long you can carry on like this. Smiling through everything. Crying in the corner and wiping your own tears and smiling again to the world. I really didn't expect you to be this strong. I never thought you could survive all this. Sometimes I really feel like giving up on you; But you my dear friend! You made your way through all that too. How much you have cried, how much you have suffered. And still here you are. Why are you so stubborn? Why can't you just give up? Why do you still believe? Why do you still have hope? 🤔
IT'S OKAY......... She's used to people walking out of her life. She's used to people pretending to be close. She's used to people leaving her hanging. She's used to people stabbing her heart. She's used to people replacing her. She's used to people betraying her. She's used to people messing her feelings. So, Whatever you due to her at this point, It won't be surprising to her because, chances are: it's already been done to her.
IT'S JUST SAD HOW ITS GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE SHE CAN SAY, SHE'S USED TO OF IT.
Roothi nahi hu bas Muskurana bhool gayi hu, Pahle ki tarah ab mein Jeena bhool gayi hu, Jaane kis baat ki soch mein Khoyi si raheti hu, Khamosh rahene lagi hu Bak-Bak karna bhool gayi hu, Logon se dil mera ab Shikayatein nahi karta, Koi hai bhi kya apna? Mein yeh bhi bhool gayi hu, Sahem se gayi hu mein Andar se Naa jaane kyun ek arse se khul ke Mein hasna bhool gayi hu, Dil mera bhi karta hai Khwab haqiqat ho mera, Jab se Tooti hu Khwab sajana hi bhool gayi hu....💔
The world is not full of sunshines and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place. But I realise....... It's all about choice. You can either sit at the corner of a dark room and blame God for not giving the things you desire for or To thank him for the things you are blessed with, for the things that other people are praying and craving for.
I looked up at the sky for getting answers to the questions that trouble my heart all the time. And surprisingly with every question, The Sky Change Its Color !! 🍁
I AM SO TIRED OF BEING STRONG. I'm so tired of saying that it's okay or to ignore after someone treats me badly. I'm tired of pretending to be a happy person and always making excuses for other poeple just because they don't like each other. I'm tired of constantly proving how much people mean to me even when I don't get the same efforts in return. IT'S DIFFICULT, ISN'T IT? Having a big heart, and ability to forgive so quickly and easily, being the one who always tries their best to make others happy. And still getting hurt,for a moment they told I was so important in their life and then being left behind as I don't mean anything. That's a thing about being a good person - you give yourself so many excuses to look out for others and to forget about your happiness while making them happy. And in the end, when they get bored of you, and start to walk away without looking back in your direction- you are the one who's left with a hole on your chest, your heart bleeding, teary eyes and Silent soul who's deep inside broken
My past, Is left in the past. No rekindling, Reliving, Or reminiscing it. What's gone, What I outgrew, What outgrew me, Is out of sight, Out of my mind. I am looking forward, The future holds, Something so much more beautiful. Then the past could ever.