A letter to my little one

Where do I start....
How do I even say this....
So, to be honest I wasn't ready for you and if I would have given a choice probably I would never say yes coz I was never confident enough to take care of myself let alone making a whole human and then being for them 24*7....

But then I guess this is how life is
Unpredictable.... ofcourse the Almighty works in mysterious ways...

So let me start by Thanking you and the probably appoligizing
Thank you for coming into my life
Thank you for choosing me as your mom
Thank you for not giving up as soon as you entered the world
Sorry for not being able to keep you safe
Sorry that you had to go through hardship as soon as you stepped in this world
Sorry that your arrival couldn't be celebrated....but please know that you are being cherished, you are being loved, being cared for, and you are the reason for my existence and I truly wouldn't have it any other way....

I promise to love you till my last breath and make you a better person so much so that you would proudly say that you are your mummas boy

Love
Your mumma

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Can one sleep peacefully
Knowing that all they have done is boasting and nothing else

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Random Thought Not So Random

A girl can truly be herself
Only at her parents house....
Be it before marriage or after marriage....

No place in the world can give the comfort, peace of mind, and satisfaction that a Mom's place can give....

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Random Thought Not so Random

So everyone has a good side and a bad side....
It's your behaviour that decides which side you get to see

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Is one with all the reasons I have for not continuing this connection....

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These lines hit differently when you are a MOM

Ke sau janam bhi dekhti Main tera raasta
Jo bhi hai sab mera Tere hawale kar diya
Jism ka har ruaan
Tere hawale kar diya
Jo bhi hai sab mera Tere hawale kar diya
Jism ka har ruaan Tere havale kar diya Dekha zamaana saara bharam ha

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Random thought not so random...

Naseeb walon ko aata hoti hai betiyan....
Jinke dil bade hotey hai unke Ghar aati hai betiyan....
Warna yeah koi mazaak thodi hai ke apne khoon pasine se beti ko bada karo aur fir ek din ek ajnabee ke saath usey ruksat kardo....

Fir uske ekhtiyaar main koi faisla tum na karo...chahey ke karcha tum karo par Tarik din aur rasmon ka tum faisla na karo....ha karcha karo tum par mehmaan tum na chuno...

Naseeb walon ko milti hai betiyan kyun ke sab ke bas ki nahi qurbaniyan....

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Random thought not so random...

Naseeb walon ko aata hoti hai betiyan....
Jinke dil bade hotey hai unke Ghar aati hai betiyan....
Warna yeah koi mazaak thodi hai ke apne khoon pasine se beti ko bada karo aur fir ek din ek ajnabee ke saath usey ruksat kardo....

Fir uske ekhtiyaar main koi faisla tum na karo...chahey ke karcha tum karo par Tarik din aur rasmon ka tum faisla na karo....ha karcha karo tum par mehmaan tum na chuno...

Naseeb walon ko milti hai betiyan kyun ke sab ke bas ki nahi qurbaniyan....

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My Grandma once said

"Kisi ka ban ke raho
Ya Kisi ko apna bana ke rakho"...
But I think she was too Naive coz in today's world agar kisi ka ban ke raho toh apki value kuch nahi hoti and ofcourse you are taken for granted....aur Kisi ko apna banane jao toh janab hai kaun is zaalim duniya main apna....sab matlab ke yaar hai...

Toh na kisi ka banna hai aur na kisi ko apna banana hai....bus khud ke liye jio...

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Waqt mile toh...

If you ever get time....

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