Love is for the stoics who don't fear loss.
Love is for the saints and whose paths they cross.
Love is for the preacher and guide.
Love is for the one on Thee's side.
Love is of guides, of friends of God.
Love needs patience to comprehend.
But who now has an ear to lend.

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In numbness, I find myself now.
No pain, no loss, just hollow eyes somehow.
Questions swirl, answers fade.
A stranger to my own heart's shade.
No love, no hate, just empty space.
No desire for connection, no emotional place.
I don't know why this feels right.
But this is how I am, in this silent night.

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And it is He who takes your souls by night and knows what you have committed by day. Then He revives you therein that a specified term may be fulfilled. Then to Him will be your return; then He will inform you about what you used to do.

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Oh Allah forgive my father( ABDUL REHMAN SHAH), raise his rank among those who are rightly-guided. Make his grave spacious for him and give him light in it And grant him a successor from his descendants who remain behind.

May Allah ease my father's loneliness, have mercy on him in his estrangement, forgive his sins and accept his good deeds.

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On this day, I lost everything my whole world changed in just a few seconds. I lost the favorite person in my life, the person who supported me when no one else did. I lost my father, I lost my love. Since then nothing feels right, it feels heavy and I feel pain. I don't know what I'm doing, I have no direction. It feels like I'm living the life of a dead person. I miss you Papa, I miss you every second, minute and day. I would give anything just to hear my name from you once more.
It feels like there's no future for us. I'm tired and I just want to rest my head on your shoulder. I feel scared and there's no one here. Please, tell me everything will be alright. I feel burdened and I wasn't ready for this but you left. You did everything for us, yet you left us when we needed you most. Now I don't want anything I just want you. I just want to hear your voice, hug you, kiss you and tell you that I love you. I miss you Papa I love you.

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Lost on this road, alone I stand
Without your guidance, lost in this land.
Hopeless and broken, tears I've cried
Longing for your presence, by my side.
Every step feels heavy, every breath a sigh
I yearn for your support, your gentle reply.
In this darkness, I'm searching for light
Please hold my hand, guide me through the night.
I'm tired and weary, feeling so alone
Your absence weighs heavy, like a stone.
I need your reassurance, your loving care
Everything will be alright, please show me there.

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What have I lost? Everything, I confess
A void within, a heart in distress
They ask if love remains, if care's nearby
But I have no answer, just a hollow sigh
Perhaps I'm undeserving, a soul forlorn
Left to wander, with no love to adorn
Yet some did care, they say, but I was blind
Ignoring their love, leaving them behind
Loss upon loss, a weight I bear
Each hurt a drop, in an endless care
One more departure, a pain so real
But in this sea of sorrow, it hardly feels.

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Oh Allah forgive my father ( Abdul Rehman shah) and have mercy on him and grant him safety and pardon him and make honourable his reception and expand his grave and cleanse him with water, snow and hail and purify him of sin as white robe is purified of dirt. And grant him a home better than his home, a family better than his family, and a mate better than his mate. And enter him into Paradise and protect him from the torment of the grave, and protect him from the torment of the Fire.

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O son of Adam, you are nothing but a number of days.

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In the still of night, I lay awake,
Tears streaming down, my heart does ache.
I miss you, Papa, with every fiber of my soul,
Longing to hear your voice, to feel your gentle role.
Your absence echoes, a hollowed space,
A grief so profound, it's hard to find my place.
I'm lost without you, like a ship without a shore,
Adrift in a world, that's no longer mine to explore.
Memories of our laughter, our tears, our fights,
Haunt me now, like a bittersweet, fading light.
I recall your promises, your words of love and care,
But now you're gone, and I'm left with only air.
I cry out for you, in the darkness of the night,
My voice a whispered plea, a desperate, longing sight.
I yearn to hear my name, from your lips so dear,
To feel your warm embrace, to banish all my fear.
But now you're gone, and I'm left to grieve,
To navigate the world, without your guidance to retrieve.
I'm left to wonder, why you had to leave,
Why you couldn't stay, and watch me grow, and breathe.

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