When you think of a playlist, what comes to mind is a collection of songs. Sometimes of similar genres and other times just a mix of random genres. It solely depends on choice—what you like and what you want to put down, what you enjoy listening to, or a playlist according to mood and feelings. But what I was holding with me was nothing close to that type of playlist. The expression on my face showed nothing related to having fun or enjoyment; instead, my heart sank deep into the pit of my stomach. I couldn't believe it. It's even more unbelievable that this has been tucked away here for months and that this piece of writing held so many answers regarding the recent change in behaviour and mannerisms. All the nights I have cried and felt unloved—the unanswered questions that filled my head, making me feel dizzy and questioning my thought process. I didn't realise that I had dropped to the ground. The tears spilling out were not even bringing out half the pain I felt sitting in that position with the writing in my hand. I was just a pawn in this whole game that was currently being played.
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