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हम इश्क मे थे जनाब
अब अकेले चलने की कोशिश करते है।

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It's hard to explain those demons inside,
the daily struggle,the daily ride.

When will they go?When will they end
these terrible thoughts that they send?

I want them all to go out
They fill my head with torture and doubt.

I'm tired of these thoughts I'm tired of trying,
I wish I could believe those demons were lying.

It's a constant battle between them and me.
I just want to end it all and be free.

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As i stare at my self, through shattered glass,
Heavy crimson tears, shine bold as brass

Dripping slowly from my blood-stained hand,
As i slowly fall , fall and land

Can someone release me from this ball of hell,
Help me ! Please I'll never tell

If they only knew , what was going down,
Their head would start spinning round nd round

But no one listens and no one see,
Behind the mask of happy me

then I plaster on smile Because everything is fine
I faked my laugh for the thousandth time

But when I go home and take it off
Everything is not Dandy , I'm cornered off.

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Happiness is peace.
It's not Pleasure , Right?
and everybody thinks
Happiness is trying to get as much pleasure as you can get.
There is nothing more agitating to your mind than extreme pleasure.
It's like Peace

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No single thing is perfect by itself. that's why we are born to attract other things to make up what we lack. I think we start walking in the right direction only after we start getting our counterparts beside us.

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You are scared to take 4 year course because you are 26 year old and by the time you will finish it you'll be 30.
Weather you take this 4 year course or not in these four years of time you'll still be 30.
So why not be 30 doing something you love?

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Sometimes you must hurt in order to know,
Fall in order to grow.

Sometimes you lose in order to gain,
Because life's greatest lessons are learn through Pain.

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My sadness and sorrow,I cannot explain.
I'd gladly exchange it,for physical pain.

My heart has been crushed,thrown casually away.
I'm struggling to cope,with each passing day.

The love that we shared,you can never deny.
Just thinking about it,leads me to cry.

Why did it have to,happen this way?
I'm so sad and confused,right here where I lay.

I cannot change,the way that I feel.
I wish I could do,something to heal.

For now, I must accept,and sit in my sorrow.
Hoping to improve,with every tomorrow.

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Healing was not rosemary baths and candles and tea,
It was ugly crying in the shower.
It was finally wrapping my arms around my knees and admitting defeat.

Healing was no longer trying to hide that my eyes were always swollen,
It was ignoring the churning of my stomach and forcing my self to eat.

Healing was going through the everyday motions until the nights felt shorter.
It was crying and falling and rising and trying until the walls of an empty house
No longer scared me.

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You never feel exhausted you never feel stressed Maa
You always think about me i really feel so blessed Maa

Whenever i was sick or sad I have always seen you their Maa
Forgetting all your problems you just focus on my care Maa

Your love is like a shower of sun light and blossom of spring Maa
It is so constant and sweet and doesn't have ending Maa

For me you are like the umbrella in heavy rain Maa
For me you are like the medicine of my every kinda Pain Maa

You are the goddess of home soul of family and part of my body Maa
In this irritating noisy world only you are sweetest melody Maa

You always look happy even after sacrificing your own need for me Maa
In today's selfish era your unconditional love is bigger than any sea Maa

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