At festivals?
At holidays?
That’s not enough!

Don’t u miss your uncles?
Don’t you crave for your dotting grandparents?
Dear Neice!
Come back soon! Please.
It’s not a day,
When we don’t hear you speak.
It’s not a day,
When we can’t see u throw tantrums post your nap time.
It’s not a evening to see you go out with grandpa,
Shop for icecreams and sweets.
It’s not a evening if I never helped you,
With your homework.
Return, to us.
We miss you.
I miss you.

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I never should have had that walk,
With you.
It was your first walk,
Tumbling and tripping,
Every time u took or tried to take,
Your first step.

Now that chance to me - is gone,
I don’t get to choose to walk with you,
when you can lay your full steps,
Can’t get chase you around when you run around.
One day I hope to take a long walk with you.
Talk and run too.
My beloved niece,
I now miss the simple thing as walk with you.
And I miss you, horribly too.
Return to us soon.

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To do what I want to,
To be who I have to,
To just sit back and relax,
Enjoy and have a good day,
And not think about tomorrow,
Or ever about being guilt free for day.

No it never happens,
As I live day to day.
It induces fear within,
Even if I just think about a day without
- Fear.

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Be you,
Be who you always crave to be.

And live proud,
Of yourself
Even if your life offends anyone, but you.

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I ain’t the brightest bulb,
I am dimly lit,
I know, but I still give you some light.
I don’t glow,
or let you see things clearly.
But I still give you some light, to survive.

I burn myself within, yes.
Know this, I still light,
just for you and when you need me.
As I burn myself from within.
To make u see things,
that’s is important to you.
Closer to my own end - I maybe,
every time you use me - yes you do.

I still burn myself and give u some light.
So you don’t trip and fall on your ass.
- Again and Ever.

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I lost my brother few months before we all lost you. One thing in common between you both is, how u both passed. I am not big fan of you, I have not seen all of your movies either and being a South Indian I haven’t seen ur TV serials too. As I said before I am not big fan of you, but I was and I am still great fan of ur smile. When u got into movies, trust me I never thought of how you looked like Dhoni, or how u matched his earlier hairdo. Or how best you tried to portray a character in a biopic.
But one thing that caught me was ur smile. I have seen almost all pics of you. Candid or portfolio, your smile is same in all the pics. I can say and proud to say, you have the most INNOCENT SMILE. A smile that has no calculations behind it. And I don’t know abt others, but I truly lost a one INNOCENT SMILE I have come across.
Thank you for your smile. It brightens my day, whenever I come across your pics. And glad I lived when I got see that smile and know, there can be INNOCENCE IN A SMILE. Because your smile, It just can’t be described beautiful or in any other verbs that can be described, but INNOCENCE.
Yours was and still the best.

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I just think of my mother,
Her troubles,
Her emotions,
Her tears,
Her pain,
Her shattered heart.
That she hides real well.
and I hope she could share it all, with us,
But she seems to be real professional,
in hiding her sorrows in-front of us,
and drown in it later,
when she’s alone.

I respect her,
because she wants her to seem strong before us,
so we can all get stronger and be stronger.

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sleep well..
dream good..
stay there in the dreamland..
hoping I’ll never wake up..

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some watch reels,
some meet friends,
some stay back and lay down.
But I,
sit alone in a bar,
drink to my heart’s content,
drink more and make bad decisions,
which may not ruin my life right away.
Maybe it will burn my future to crisp and ashes.
- I say cheers to ruin my future.

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Go away. Never comeback.
See if I care.
Rot in the hole you chose to live now.
I curse your future that you want to build.
You took my heart, my family’s gem.

My Neice means world to us, to all of us.
You rot, but let my Neice blossom.
Please.

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