I write for me. For me and for the Universe. I write for the god and goddess that protect me. I only write for those who read. Not for those who don’t read.

So in a way I can say that I’m writing for those who come across my writings and not for the people who don’t care to read. Those who find it, found it for a reason. Those who’ve not found me yet, will find me when it’s the right time. If it’s ever a right time!

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That was warm and bubbly.
Instead I got a belt around my neck,
pulled so hard I couldn’t breathe.
I wanted something beautiful and cosy.
Instead he forced himself upon me,
and was hurting me every night.
I wanted something kind and genuine.
But it felt like that was too much to ask for.

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I saw you from above, you were doing things I didn’t like, you were horrible and I was frozen in fright.

You put me in severe trauma, you doomed me to an emotionally disabled life, you were horrible and I was frozen in fright.

You took what you wanted, pushed me against the wall, you were horrible and I was frozen in fright.

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If I work hard on myself I will be my own hero!

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I know you're there
The Universe is calling
I look up on the stars above
Feeling calm
The realm of the wise ones
Is here
If you only bother to find it.

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Hello fiend
Hello demons
I follow my dreams
Regardless what you say.

Hello my beloved enemy
Hello grief
I follow my path
Regardless what you say.

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Hello anxiety
Hello my friend
I will leave you here
And my pain will end.

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Anxiety is here
On a visit
Saying "hello there
How are you?
I'm staying here!"
Oh no, not you!
I'm on vacation
In depression land.

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Is a story
A challenge
Grief.
Trust
And joy.
A soul of a thief.

A thief of happiness
And sadness
Emotions and harmony.
Not less.

It's behind the eyes
Of the doomed
Neither one
Is without a story.

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I would be more open minded
Never clueless
Always wise
But I'm not
Because hate is stronger
It's unfortunate.

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