How could have I expected him to love me, when I myself couldn't love me...when I was ugly in my own eyes then how could someone else find me beautiful, no wonder he ran away...but then I met this amazing person who loved me for who I was and not how I looked...the person who was there and is there for me no matter how broken I am...the person who makes me laugh, makes me cry, bear my tantrums and always pushes me to believe in myself... such an amazing guy he is...and I love him so much...❤
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Love makes you cry in so many different ways...wonderful, ugly, beautiful, chaotic and simple all at the same time...
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When your own people don't believe in you...when they think you can't do anything or achieve anything....it feels like touching rock-bottom again...no matter how hard you try...
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It's sad that no matter what the platform is, the way you look attracts people much more than the way you think...
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It's interesting to see how some women actively participate in their own as well as other women's( including their daughters, sisters, mother) oppression.
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A common household scene...mom cooking in the kitchen while the whole family(except mom) enjoying a T.V. show.
Sometimes I think her life is no different than a servant except the fact that the servant is paid and works for fixed hours while a mom works without salary and for the whole day, everyday without a day off.
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And I am at that phase where anything doesn't matter anymore....all I know is that there is this feeling of utter hatred boiling inside me...and this feeling is eating me from inside...slowly and gradually...
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Somedays become so exhausting mentally, physically and emotionally...and you have no one but yourself to hug and console you and tell you that everything will be fine eventually....
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