Like a street lamp that flickers and fights the darkness within itself and around it, I tried to shine through the twilight.

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The thoughts of never seeing your smile again, never stealing your food or fighting with you over silly things again and never hearing your laughter or your voice again made me feel both, emptiness and anger, at the same time.

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"Why does it only get harder?"
"That's how life goes. It gets harder and makes you better."

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Because I thought you'd understand

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The consequences of my choices have been increasing the distance between us.
But I'd walk a million miles to hold ur hand in mine and walk by your side .

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Can I become ur anchor for I know I can never give up on u ?

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I'm really sorry for i've been acting like i know everything when I know nothing about the pain that u hide and the hopelessness that tears u apart everytime u feel insecure

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I wish I could erase the memories of your past ... Just to see your smile
I promise you that I'll stand for you no matter what ! For your happiness means the world to me :)
Baby please just stop crying !
Ur dream has become an outlaw now !
But u don't have to regret or apologize 'cause it wasn't your fault
I wish I was by ur side for I know I can never let you down !
Baby don't let anybody break your heart !

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It's been a while since I put my feelings on the paper for the last time..
I didn't want to write anything 'cause I didn't want anyone to know that I'm still hurting
You took my self-control
You broke my self-confidence
Now I spend most of my time doubting myself
I don't know what I'm capable of
Nd I can't make my heart feel something it won't !!
My wunderlist keeps notifying me about the things i can never put my mind to
Even after a long shower & a brainwash session I find it difficult to push myself
Maybe sometimes you can't ..
Just can't get out of it
I close my eyes just to escape from the world around me
After sometime .. frightened .. I wakeup to reality
Because I don't wanna hurt myself with all my unreal dreams ...
So .. dear Education ,
Grab me by the neck nd pls don't ever let go
for I can't have anything but u in my life

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Sitting on this cold hard ground with my headset on
I keep thinking about it all day just to know where everything went wrong
You say I'm the only one you share all your secrets with
Can you give me a reason to believe it ?
I wonder if you know what you've been doing lately !
Does telling people around you how much you hate me make you happy ?
I still remember how much it rained all night when you told me how much you hated me
My Pillow's been my best friend since then
You broke my soul into pieces
If my body was on fire , you would watch me burn down in flames , wouldn't you ?
It was never my intention to annoy you or let you down
Little did I know that being born was the biggest of all my crimes
For I have some part of you in my blood & my surname , I have to endure this melancholy
Dear karma , I know that u love me with all your heart
So please make me sleep forever & let people around me live in peace

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