There's something in the air
that hurts my soul..
a familiar feel that aches my heart &
that painful gulp that chokes me a lot..

Then all of a sudden I look to realise
the bed beside me looks too big to hug
& my tired sleepy eyes refuses to shut..

Those tender lil hands, that holds me to you tight,
untill the next day's dawn
could switch on it's light..
That sweet lil pull, to put me on your chest,
& cradle me to sleep
untill my tormented soul rests..
Those tender lil kisses, even while you were asleep,
just to look at me smile
when dreams run deep..

So this is whom you miss? I asked myself
that's when the kid in me sobbed
missing it's mom in you..!

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You're that beautiful dream,
I never wanna wake up from !

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I'm not that selfish
to make myself happy,
Am damn too weak
to lose you and live,
And am not even sorry
for taking this decision,
Coz I know you would live
even though am gone !

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If you start analyzing life, for all that it is,
it'll certainly make no sense, at any certain point...

Let the essence of life, flow all through you,
as you did not come here, to assign a meaning to it!

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and I thought it would reach you,
screaming from the other end of this universe!

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The irony is,
sometimes you keep waiting for an answer
that was never yours and keep saying
that you're exhausted..!

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Scene : Alumini meet rooftop dinner!

"Hi, how are you?....."
he asked her after years of silence.

Nodding at him she smiled & looked down.

"So, how are your kids?..."
he asked patting his daughter.

"Everyone come soon for group photo"...
yelling came their friend & dragged him away.

Moments later...

She unlocked her phone with his date of birth & took a selfie with her friends before leaving.
Looking at him one last time she got into her car & drove back to her place.. knowing that his picture on her wall, will be awaiting her arrival back home!

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They can never know,
I was sad when left alone &
exhausted even with people around..

They can never know,
I was worried I would end up all alone &
scared because I didn't know how to love,

They can never know,
I was terrified to know that someone cared
while hiding it good when people are near..

And the world should never know &
probably will never know,
It's all because I never stopped loving you &
never will know how to do so!

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Maybe..
I do miss you for every single breath I take..
and maybe,
that isn't a good enough reason for fate..!

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Maybe.. my face isn't special enough
to be registered by your brain,

But those eyes... still burn my heart
everytime they cross my thought!

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