We are losing time.
We are missing a whole lot in life.
There are a million perfect little things around us.
These things, as tiny as they are can heal a damage soul,
they can mend a broken heart, light up the fire within us and give that warmth we crave every now and then.
But we fail to see them because we are all carried away by the insanity of this world.
Trying to walk out of the shadows of our predecessors.
Trying to walk on our own paths.
We are all casualties of being alive.
We are always trying to be perfect.
But the truth is we are all imperfect beings
And can't be more than that.
We might be losing time
But even if its for a moment why not pause?
Pausing is worth it.
Take a breath.
Take time out to see the perfect little things of life.
Enjoy them even if it's just for a moment.
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How do i smile when the world bleeds?
How do i think when my mind sleeps?
What's the essence of life?
What's the purpose, the cause and the reason?
why do we fail to give up?
Why do we wake to another day when the previous was hell?
Why do we keep rising even after being stumped on, spat on and lashed at?
What gives the hope?
What encourages those tiny sparks to form a fire?
What empowers?
We are the lucky ones,
We are the lucky ones,
We can see it all
Only we can fight it
The battle of the unseen-
Why do we do the things we do?
Is it for the love and euphoria that comes with it?
Is it because we have to and are obligated to it?
Or does it help us get out of our heads, to attain serenity?,
that oblivious state that helps us escape this multifaced reality?
Why do you do the things you do?
Are you okay where you are?
Is that where you're supposed to be?
What's holding you back?
Is it worth it?
Is it worth putting a hold on your dreams
and settling?
Are you settling for this?
Think again,
Look around you
Is this what you want?
-The Clown-
It's been a moment since i stepped out.
Every now and then i take a step out
and peep through the uneven lens of my shallow soul to see what's out there, who's out there.
But when i hear their footsteps at the pathway
I quickly turn off the lights and pretend as though I'm not home
I'm scared of coming out, it's strange and chaotic out there
It's divine in here
I've gotten used to it even with the missing pieces
I don't know how to open my heart
I'm always cautious of being stabbed, burnt or betrayed.
Until I'm ready to take on the world and embrace others
I'll still be me, I'll still be here
Learning to love me with no strings attached
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I need to get rid of this.
I Need to get the hang of this.
I Need to filter and know what's what.
I Need to find a way to balance it off,
Need to lighten this weight,
Learn to live with the garbage.
I need to define this.-
What does loving you mean?
Is it this warm feeling I get every time I think about you?
Is it me knowing your worth?
Is it me wanting to run through oceans and swim through deserts just for you?
Or is it simply loving you with every ounce of love I've got?
is it because i keep loving you more every time we argue?
is it being the bravest man on earth?
Or is just being yours?
Searching for something that's ours
But it could just be fate, right?
Loving you doesn't have to actually make sense to others
If the world doesn't understand, no spite
If Their minds can't comprehend, they could just be our admirers
And If they're against us, we'll make a fence
As long as we have our normal, we don't have to live in pretence-
Thank you
Could this be the end?
Would i be able to bid you goodbye?
I wonder where and what my life would be like without you
Thank you
Thank you for a year of misery, amok, depression and the series of uncertainties
Thank you for the time you gave me to self reflect and find myself,
Thanks for giving me time to detach and reattach
As i bid you farewell, i do it with a heavy heart
I'll miss you regardless of the pain, sorrow, tears and struggles you put me
I'll miss you now and forever
And you'll have a special spot in my heart
Because without you i won't be this person today.
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Nobody really cares
I've been drowning for so long
they keep pushing me deeper into the Ocean
Into the darkest parts of my emotions.
Nobody is waiting for me to get better
They just see the messed up me that's broken
This me that have been broken by their words and actions
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