Once in a chilly winter
I met my sun again
You cleared all my blurry path and took me into another dimension
Where every demolished beliefs started to attach into my life so beautifully
There I met lots of hopes and my dreams and surprisingly none of those were distressing
With your support and warm sunshine
I too turned into a shining illusion
I loved you there but don't know
Whether it's selfless love or not
But I no longer want to express it
All i want is your promising memory to stay with me forever
But Again in winter we met
Just like the heartless storms
You almost broked my heart
It wasn't that freezed but numbed
Cause now i can endure more extra cold
Now I love to fight with chilly waves crossing the sea
Again this winter
You abandoned me Like a murderer
You crushed me blue with your words
I couldn't see your face in my night sky
As you vanished like a butterfly🦋
It's not hard to love but it isn't easy to not make anyone feel low

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I came
I heard your heartbeat..
That was peaceful
I touched you like
Rain visited the lone paths in monsoon
But I felt some parts of mine was dying
And One of them said,
"go ahead, let it die and accept"

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বাস্তবতার ধোঁয়াশে আকাশে
হারিয়ে ফেলেছি
দৃঢ় বিশ্বাস ‌এবং
আমার আসক্তি
দুতরফা প্রেম ও আজ পরাজিত
বৈষম্যতার অশ্লীল তন্দ্রামগ্ন সমাজে

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I write about you
On the very first page
of my notebook
With hope
To the guardians of Love
I did quoted you and
I did praise you a lot
with my dark shining eyes
But you ruined all the metaphors
of my love with the agony of promise
You gulped down all my efforts and priorities
so evil you are
Now I'm stuck in the middle
And there no affection left

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She tells you a different story
A memory of you

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There are stars and
Phases of an incomplete moon
Not too much to wish upon
Even the dusky dawn has seen me fall
The dawn brings a fake ray of hope
Promising me that things will get better
But nothing does,
Everything seems so scattered to me
And nothing blooms out
It would be foolish to live upon the premise
That good things will happen to me
May the numb hues of my destiny
fills the voids of my heart

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Papers lie empty phrases, loosing their feelings and senses, drying up when many tear out & crumbled in anger
Cards fall on the table one by one
& Play new games every night, games of
Believing & Shuttering of nasty emotions
Letting inner self be bathed in trauma and bury your soul six feet under mock emotions but still wants the throne & keep collecting your pieces to put them back in the spaces but they just don't fit in bullet holes

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I once found my place
Where my legs wasn't crossed
Where I wouldn't bite my nails
And it would my greatest pleasure to be
In that place, with my hopes and prayers

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Sitting still by starlight
Moon says to Sun
Forgive me again for I must run
There are lovers
Says Moon,
About to kiss
At this moment I dare not miss
Oh my Sun! You burn
Aahh! My eyes, they glow
Oh my Sun! You burn
And I shine
Oh my Sun! You burn
My heart! You burn
My love! You burn
Sun smiles back and glows
As if to say
I love how we do this every day

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That baseless cruel & implied goodbyes
was the unbearable curse
I swallowed with a smile

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