Trapped in my head,
Trying to escape memories of the life I once had.
Fear of confronting my worst pain,
Fear of face to face with the past,
and that day I am sure I will go insane.
Hatred built up for so long,
Guilty of life lived so wrong.
A day without remembrance will never pass,
A day of death will always last.
Emotions filled with the words I write,
Cold chills down my spine with a blurry sight.
Once a young mind twisted with the sinful lust,
Now an adult mind is in total rush.

To gaze at the chandelier, hung up in the sky.
In the stillness of the night, when the stars shine.
To get lost in the woods, no inhibitions unleashes.
To wander in the darkness, isn’t that all I need.

It’s all that I crave for,
To live and be free,
To get lost in my own thoughts,
The freedom to be me.

- TG