4 AM thoughts !!!

Sometimes, I wonder How to feel new in this old setting at the place where nothing really changes,

Sometimes, I don’t want to wake up because the sun brings nothing unfamiliar and I wish for apocalypse so that i can convince myself that I am still alive,

Sometimes, I question if it is worth taking so much from earth even when my soul is just an invincible grave of many unreachable dreams?

Sometimes, late night overthinking makes you plan your own suicide just to conjecture about your desire to see what could be the invisible failure !!!

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Some people spend there whole life in Aesthetics, How to look good, Carry well, Hide all Indecencies, A show up man ship, A cosmetic look for the world hiding all miracles, That goes beyond general morality and ethics, Slowly it gets transformed into deception, giving immediate gains, Running after praise, Showing all fake emotions and lies, Many follow such success stories, Aesthetics as Deception, I have seen hundreds around me so does everybody, It’s a quick intoxication leading to short term high and loosing oneself completely often.

The reality is way beyond imagination, Pour me a glass of anything that tastes honestly, I have been drunk on lies for a way too long !!

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Complementary stars,
It’s sincere, the sea within the see,
A poet in better world of crystals,
Of how sleek and get so heavy but lightest of affection,
Having your heart on sleeves,
Your soul to the lips,
And admiration well written in your eyes,
It’s still you that often make me realise,
Heaven is not yet distinguished as more distant as logic puts in,
It’s with you, I have seen paradise ever so closer and remote within,
Intoxicated in your grace,
You dances on my wild mind,
I heard the music of your soul in crunching leaves,
And like prayer, I can listen to it for hours,
I drink the tea and the beer of your name,

And for hours and days and years,
I am intoxicated in your grace,
I am wandering and twirling inside,
As I follow your fragrance outside,
When the night arrives,
And you lay your head at my chest,
My soul feels alive,
And the way you dances to the rhythm of my heartbeats,
It takes me to the paradise,
I use to wonder why sky have stars,
Until I found you in my life,

Some moments are so beautiful to the extent that we need to repeat them frequently so not to forget their flavour,
For me that is the love we have for each other,

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Oh my dear sweet gorgeous pretty beautiful lady,

Those suitors coming up to woo you,
Might be better than me in everybody’s view,
They might be the heroes of the land,
If there is a slightest chance of my stand,
Believe me I will be able to woo you in your lovely manner,
It would be basic conversation about you and me in all the corners,
I will tell you about your long shiny locks,
That is where my heart gets clocked,
I will praise about your sharp jaw line,
Boasting of your achievement at the same time,
Honestly I must say you are not the first,
But if I am able to be with you,
Mark my words you are gonna be last,
You are made one of a kind,
I just wish to make you mine,
Believe me I can talk about it all day and night,
You are the only one in my sight,
You are my song that I can always hum,
You are the poem I can always listen,
You are the inspiration, my pride and my gratitude,
You have a cultural positive attitude
You are the fragrance for which my heart breathe,
You are a reward and the best gift,
You are the reason for the love,
I say this a little to you,
but I can say this all the time to woo you,
I am left with only one thing,
That I love you more than anything
My Love

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Stay away,
Do not come close you beautiful rose,
For u I bear a thorn that makes you mourn,
Do not come near without a fear,
For u steer with a broken gear,
The undressed emotions may burn your petals,
They turns to ashes and boiling metal,
The way you look at my eyes,
For u it made me melt like summer ice,
Someday I will write with empty ink,
Believe me It’s hard not to touch your trembling lips,

For u My quivering heart quiver more,
And there is no way to ruse,
Maybe,
Someday I will find my way to entice you...

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“I see your face in the moon”, he said
“Your lips resembles rose petals red”
The pimples on your cheeks I swear,
A deeper crevice I’ve seen nowhere,
“Blacker than black your enticing eyes,
God knows what secret behind them lies,

“Oh you are such a poet”, she said,
Do u tell that to every girl she meant,
I am confused with the thoughts and have no clue,
Why don’t u think of me not being with you,

“Hush you are yet to feel my thunder”, he said
Your smile is why not so real I wonder,
Lewd tales are somewhere are lost in anger,
Silence your moans on the pillow and surrender,
And you will be stretched to your will like a thunder,

“Oh that’s was such a sweet thing to say”, she said
You just skipped my beat away,
My heart is so lost and I am on the way,
I won’t surrender till my last day,

I felt lost because I am in a paradise, sounds new to me,
I get high on some virtual stories, that’s quite ordinary,
Every breath that is in me,
I swear, I will lay down for thee,

If u wonder the stories too,
You thought surely, it’s quite cute,
Than u like the fairy tales my friend,
Hold my hand and let me take you to the fairy land,

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Tu markat jaa kar aayi hai jaha vairagya rehta hai,
Adhjali chitaon ki lakdiyo se koi mahakavya rachta hai,
Kai musafir aaye hai,
Kai mrat deh jalaye hai,
Jag wale jise shadik samshani vairagya kehte hai,
Ye ek chakravyuh hai Kai abhimanyu faste hai,
Ye ek Maya jaal hai, jaha ek andhera kaal hai,
Vairagi jor jor se hasta hai, ye ek aesa jaal hai,
Kesa paap kesa punya yahi Meri paribhasha hai,
Tu markat ja kar aayi hai jaha vairagya rehta hai

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You smell like love
The scent of arousal with a hint of lust
Desire of an unknown perfume
You sound like heaven
Your whining intoxicating like poison
You drowned in my attention relished it
Hungered for it you were lit up by my infatuation
You felt a hot spark and electric energy that sent tingles to the very center of you

If you see me tell me to take your hand,
to stop the fall, to finally land,
before I reach the bottom of a black-bearded abyss.

You will understand my poetry
If I will slide my tongue between your legs,

Don’t miss, and maybe one more kiss
Before u see me not again !!!

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I am salivating over your curves,
The way they bend in all the right ways
It makes me so stiff,
I wish, I could just slide my hands all over her,
Listen to you exhale as we go skin to skin ,
tasting the taste of your tongue,
After your delicious lips let me in ,
our mouth enveloping each other ,
with so much anticipation,
we quiver as the nerves subside,
as the moment sets in,

I want to taste your lips until
your flavor saturates mine...

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The sight of her magical eyes makes me locked up with it,

And the charm that she carries makes my heart skip a beat,

Her strong gaze is enough to melt me like an ice,

Her one smile is enough to make me through the miles,

Always it’s her face that makes me rush to blush,

And it’s her voice that makes me rejoice.

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