Trying constant to compete through it
But, my mind just can't forget it.
Wish we had a better conversation
But wait! How i forget that worse situation!
There's a lot to say, but don't know the exact way
Alot have changed so am i
Will try to explain emotions as hard as could i
You said you've gone through alot..
But let's not hear the only one side of the story
Well.. you've moved on as well but what about the memory!
So taking a woof!!
It still gives goosebumps remembering those sleepless nights with teary eyes
I was silent but my mind was full of noise
You broked me with your hurtful words in all dimensions
Without knowing my current situation..
Don't say i didn't tried
Crossed my boundaries so that you'll feel beloved
How foolish of me ..i also needed someone so that i could also feel loved
So let me shut my mouth and don't hide
Because my heart knows how hard i tried!
When i was drowning you were swimming
When i was suffering you were recovering
So foolish was i,i didn't understand!
You were searching reasons to leave and i was praying to God to stay with you to live!
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Too late to know
You left me,when i was "drowning"
It wasn't that there were some circumstances going
It was just you were ignoring!
When i was behind wall of pain,
You walk away even having weapon
Whatever we had,we promised felt like I've something gain
But all stuffs goes in "Vain"
Ever since you came,
Thought everything will be like automn fall
But it all turned into a deep scary sea with the colour 'Blue'
And guessing everything that is hurting starting with "YOU"-
Eternity with "you"
Even in your silence
I listened your unspoken words..
Even in your absence
You explained emotions..
Even in dark winter night with dim streetlights
My heart whispered "you're the only one"♥️-
Acha suno
Ye rahein sunsan lagne lagi hai ab mujhe
Ki tum sath chalkar ab shor macha do na...
Ye barish bejan lagne lagi hai ab mujhe
Ki tum sath bheeg kar isme jaan daal do na...
Acha suno
Ab raton ko neend ni aati
Apni bahon me mujhe chain ki panah de do na...
Ki ab to bistar me silwate bhi nahi padti
Tum paas aakar pura bistar hi bikher do naa...
Acha suno
Ab chehra mayus sa lagne laga hai
Inhe apne hothon se chhukar nikhar bhar do na...
Ab to aaine me khudko niharne ka bhi dil nahi karta
Ki apni aagosh me lekar mjhe firse khudko niharne pe majbur kar do na...-
I'm so alone rn i have no one to share anything. I don't know what to do how to manage everythin i just feel like so lonely legit one
From last two days I'm cryin like hell and today when papa left for home i breakdown it just so pissed and lonely I'm missin my home mum dad everyone alot and don't why I'm not able to handle my tears even when i try i couldn't do it i can't describe what is this feeling I'm goin through also i know I've to deal with it but guess I'm not able to💔-
Time waits for none
Once upon a time I've so many friends like a lot
Look at me now I've no one
Sometimes literally i felt like all alone
But being alone for a long time has become my habit and it's kinda kk
But I'm missing you🤍-
Bandhan aise ban jate hai
Jo naa tute, Jo na chhute
In rishtoh se hi toh bante hai
Aisi dor jo na tute😸💌-
I'm sorry 💔
Ve sohneya mai tere layi ni bniaan
Ve mai kisi k layi ni bniaan
Chhad de mainu...tu hsda rawega.-