All I have to do is
press that 'unblock'
button and I'm ready
to start this cycle between us again.
We have an unhealthy
habit of doing that to each other.
We blocked each other,
promising to never speak again.
But then you unblocked me
and yes, I did check that you did.
A switch in my brain just turned off.
Temptation is building.
I want to talk to you
but I know what happens when I do.
It's like I want to be hurt.
You have a habit of turning things around.
And when I remember that, I
remember your trueself.
The switch flickers on.
There's a sickening pull that
links us together but each time
it disintegrates even more when
I ignore you.
You're an obstacle I will overcome.
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