Here I am,
A lost soul in broken form
Shaky hands holding blade
Was I worthy of the pain I felt ?
Long winter nights never felt so short
Empty eyes searching for the path lost.
Shattered deep within,
Such scattered it was hard to begin,
How was I afraid of the new day, scared about how would it turn may.
Running eyes swollen lips
Hoping this be the day may I could miss.
Surrounded by crowd yet nowhere to be, days passed by
In search of eyes, who could see the struggling me.
Tough it was, facing the day
Depressed was I, they say.
In Search of love, in search of compassion,
All I needed to once again grow,
But depression is a feeling which promises never to let go.
Love felt barren, compassion undertaken
Nothing could be my day's made
Thus, here I am with a blade.
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