You still feel a frisson when you spot her,
but you are no longer willing to invest all
that emotion in a situation where you know
there is no light at the end of the tunnel.
After times of pining for
and simmering slowly,
you come to a considerable pause.
And disquiet. It could be better,
but we've come a long way.
Box your heart, feed it.

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#part_1
It was the first day of the College...
Subh roared his RAODKING, being a DELHITE he was new in the city...
So he didn't wanted to be late...
He was very cool looking...
He reached the College just in time...
In the PARKING area a voice came from beside...
'o hello give me some space that's my PARKING"
How could you say that??
Its just a normal parking, GIRL...
Don't try to be OVERSMART, and she LEFT...
He BURSTED with anger,but kept his CALM...
He didn't want to ruin his first day...
As per the admissions everyone was allotted his her seat...
He had faced a little difficulty in finding the class...
#rest_in_part_2

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हरणाची पर्वा
कधी केली नाही
जिंकण्याचा मोह
ही केला नाही.
नशीबात असेल ते
मिळेलच...
पण प्रयत्न करणे
मी कधी सोडणार
नाही...

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I don't take shortcuts.
What's good for me,
Is on the way.

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It was easy enough to learn, and to live when you were not here. Days went hard, nights nightmarish. My thoughts cling to the memories, dead memories we've left behind. And now I'm used to it. I live. Like you were never here.

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कुछ दर्द ज़ुबां से बयां नहीं हो सकते।

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'Twas a dark foggy night,
I'd churned several miles of tarmac,
To make it to the valley top,
My vision felt poor, of the travel fatigue,
And coffee was the deal, to get by.
I rested the frame on side-stand,
There was no firm ground to lay,
Till I spotted a grave, close by,
Someone who died for the bitumen,
I stood on. Flask and mug,
I sat over the grave, poured a full,
A sip of the brewed, ya know what it tastes like.
The ghost of my past appeared from nowhere,
familiar cunt,
I said, "Hey, thanks for the haunt!"
"You want some?"
And it disappeared to nowhere.

I had just offered him, coffee.

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By this wily night,
I had held you tight,
Your lips scarlet,
My fate all scars.

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