I'd write it to the kid I never had. I'll tell them that I didn't wish for a kid partly out of choice, partly out of fear. I don't want them to come to life in today's world, where I do not feel safe, how could they be, where I do not trust my elders whom I grew up with because all of sudden they have become epitome of hatred, where I do not trust our leaders because instead of uniting everyone despite the differences they are finding differences where there has been unity, where positive words such as intellectual, secular and bhakts have become swear words, where growing up is full of risks. I now understand why they say unsafe sex is risky. It's not the fear of having a child, but the fear of bringing them to this sick world.
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