"BIRTHDAY MEMORY"
Last time I remember it was smile all over!
I was cherished if not everyday but the day I came to this Realm;
Life was not the best but not the worst either.
Surprise was never my thing to start with!
Everytime the day came by, I wished not for my well being
But for my loved ones to stay put through the storms and be forever,
Until the day when my prayers were taken in wrong ears;
And my every reason to believe was shredded,
As the catastrophic Revelation became the reality to deal with.
Ever cried a shrill of melancholy!
Because I did and do on that beautiful night.
Now that I remember,
The once beautiful night is now merely a dreadful Plight,
That comes every year as a reminder of that eventful twilight;
Now all I wish is to obliviate the day and castrate that dusk forever,
Because Nightmares gave me the biggest surprise to be ever anticipated;
And I can't seem to pick up enough courage to Let go...
As all that comes in memory is those "Unspoken Tears".
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