The heart always wanted to let the smoke rule,
the darkness of it and its ecstatic ashes;

Now it's only the empty diary,
and the hallways of the heart
haunted by the rotten memories.

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Insomnia arrives and knocks at my door,
he knows, where my footprints turn into
overwritten words on the torn map,
when my eyes have been happy too much,
who he shall bring with his arrival
to make me feel numb, and dead.

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I was known for my ability to forget things, or people, or memories;
I'm still known for this ability to forget things, or my own self.

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NO I DO NOT WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND

I do not want to be your friend
No,I do not need your shoulders to lean on.
I do not want to hold your hand
nor smile at you
nor share jokes with you
I do not need you in my world.
I do not want you near my head.
I do not want to tell you secrets.
I do not want to spill my fears.
I do not want you prying.
I do not want you searching.
I do not want you digging.
I do not want you knowing.
I do not want you close.
Don't breathe my air.
No! I do not want to be your friend.

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Her insidious approach
In building trust over him,
Came across the seasons
Of Unfaithfulness.

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There was something about their words-
they always synced in love.
♡

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Mystique Me 🙂
I had "Me" a weird upbringing
I had "Me" weirdest moments
I had "Me" an Inspiring Life

My Fears I've learnt but to embrace
My Joy I've learnt but to share
In the midst of both entities (Fear/Joy) to sought calm

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You'll scare the man if you're
proudly scarred, once and for all,
accept your body, is a weapon against
narcissism and emotional sadism.

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Dance Of Light And Shadow
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Our bodies mingled,
turned into ice and fire,
but our souls didn't vaporise.

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