You were the shining light
A beautiful season
Fading away just like another
Season

Those memories I had
I wont let those petals dry
Giving hope
When did you loose the light?

Wish I wouldn't loose you
Just like another season

When did the river of happiness
You had stopped flowing through
Saying it's okay to be out of breath
When did you fall holding the pain in you

Wish I could hold you
Just for another season

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• Broken chord •
Sang a song called life
filled with happiness, I made a choice
sang for those I cherished once in life
little did i know that was not wise

Found the broken chords playing the withered violin of my life
looking back when did I choose this string of life
I shattered into pieces
like a broken chord in life little did I know how it hurts so much living for someone else is more
then too much
the strings of my violin they started to break
one at a time like drops of tears in pain
I held it hard trying to survive until in a moment it all came down
shattering into pieces I couldn't hold it
what a pity ain't the sight
the countless pieces, the broken strings, the cracks so deep like a wounded Knight
what a pity how it shattered right ?
yet it's a miracle I held it till this night

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I see u whenever I stand in the elevator.
I feel your essence whenever the skeleton flower
get drenched by rain.
At the end of every day
I watch the beautiful moon and think of you.
I always wear a white T-shirt when I miss u,
when my every breath feels lonely .
Though it's hard for me to live without you
I just want to say ,You did well my angel.
Be happy where you are.

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December reminds me of
Those fallen rose petals
Whose smile graved under the frozen snow .
The lonely blue moon of the murky night
Who slept tranquilly
under the blanket of cold.
The dead leaves
who forgot their way to home
Or may be it's their home
Who abandoned them
And effaced the trace of returning path.
The last month reminds me of you
Your last teary smile
at the end of the day
And your last goodbye
To end the journey beside me
To start a new one
On a new path
Into a new world .

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What do you feel when a flower
You held wither and flies
The hand you held
Left this space and time

What do you feel
When a smile you loved
Now, Shine bright in sky

All it feels like
The words that now ends with
"I wish .." with passing time

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Thanks to the tears.
The petals of the skeleton flower got drenched in it and became transparent.
I think I can see you through it now, though the barrier is still there and we are from different worlds.

But what to do? My vision got blurry again for those tears. I don't like you tears.

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A part of you is leaving you, all you can do is watch it leaving.
It hurts..

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𝐈𝐒
Has Now Changed With
𝐖𝐀𝐒

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I Don't Like This World...
Give Me My Blanket I Wanna Lost In My Dreams ❥

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A smile can means a thousand words but it can also hide a thousand trauma & pain...

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